The Hardest Part of future focusing

[5-29-14]
 O.k. Minding my own business again.  This means don't waste time and energy thinking about the dumb way other people see things. The fact that the other person is dumb enough to throw away their own future only make this that much better for me. Mom is not a saver she's a dying woman who intends to leave no estate for her care givers to use to move on. Less weight on us? mary is a frustration She works from a fear based position only. Mom doesn't care and is indifferent to her family and disloyal to her god. I have No time for them. I need to think about an investment thing as soon as possible. And income producing investment this is my business. This should be my only concern. Raising five to ten thousand in silver as a solid asset and then investing then money into something to start my income. I have no time to worry about them.
But worrying about them seems to be reserved for my  dreams.  The seriousness of my situation is not lost on me. The anger that is displayed when I get hold of more bullion, They speak negatively to their church groups about me. The things mom alone has said came back  recently and this other church lady remonstrated the rest saying " Pat rides horses . Horses would never suffer a witch! They would stomp her to death." Mom realized that I beat her on that one. The horse VS Witch myth has saved lives since Salem. When a witch hunter declared a woman innocent because his own horse allowed her to ride it. She was the wife of a black smith. and was around horses quite often.  This is one of the untold Witch hunt  stories.
 A myth that I very much enjoy the perpetuation of the myth about horses and witches being enemies .   Ah this is a laugh ever time I hear of it But it still proves the point that a witch should be a horse person so that this myth will protect them from the stupidity of Christian beliefs.
 I put up a picture of my house last night  a complete house plan  This house is a good plan open first floor  The second my mom saw it she tore it down while I was at work.  I just put up a second set. in my room safe from the christian goal wall Hey  It's my future I should plan it. Right now I'm fixing my forever  income, to get and keep my forever home.        

Minding My Own Business

When you are trying to future focus your self  there is something you cannot do. you cannot let the things other people do affect what you are trying to focus upon .
 Right now my focus should be upon nothing else but my forever income the well spring from which many golden  streams will flow. Right now I'm building  solid assets from which I may create other liquid assets.  Mom and Mary cannot grasp what I have learned so they are really lost  Right Now. So I'm minding my own business.  I'm working on savings and thus building the future through industry of my own hands. Pics will be posted later  While other local businesses are tearing down thousands of well placed business card sized post it notes I am making more of them to replace the ones that they are taking down and tossing  I'm making wands Not the Olivander's quality but these are the same style as the wand I made for myself. Not fancy but utilitarian. My jewelry is unoffensive but  pretty  Pics will follow as I make them. And I'm advertising it as best I can. though local businesses tear the ads down as fast as I post them. My goal for this leads me back to my personal business the money I need to build my forever income.
 Upon this my future survival depends.
 I'm looking for investments that won't make me regret investing in them, from "KARMA"  because of how the businesses treat their employees and their Customers. I want to invest in a business that is environmentally responsible and doesn't burden our social services which since the rich serial killers are going to get rid of  all the social services such as welfare any way is a good thing. I am also gardening Most heavily, saving seeds from my produce so that I can grow more and more food. This is how I grow my income .  " PERSONAL INDUSTRY " Right now off line, But maybe one day online The money of  such groups as Pay pal and the other on line theft devices just makes me sick.  So here's the deal If I post an Email explicitly to sell my stuff on line  And can post pics will anyone be interested?
 Recently the christian element  of the house hold decreed that if I didn't have a buyer for something I could not  just make it in hopes of selling it later. No more jewelry making supplies."  My mom is the same way so I'm stuck with a lot of merchandise and no return on it . My current employer docks my pay for what ever she can so I only make six bucks per week. So saving everything is the only way I can get silver, right now every three months and only if there is money in my own personal bank account  on a quarterly basis. but it may get cut to once a year.  If Mom and Mary have any say in it. they get angry when I do go to buy silver because it represents  the good future I intend to have.
So I just keep on going. They look with greed at my growing hoard of silver.   But they leave it alone because they believe that they will share in the results of the solid asset I'm building. My basic questions are   What makes up a n income producing Portfolio?
What needs of others can I meet  by honest means, to make more income ?
 How do I  protect my advertising from others who take it down? Just keep putting it up. Every time you go to a store where you placed an ad put up a new one. Keep Plugging away at  it day after day month after month year after year.  Basically I ignore the rest and I'm minding my own business and building a forever income.

[5-21-14]
 What a great day. It has been most interesting. It brings up a question When does writing a spell become the same as casting it? Indeed this is interesting The need for this spell to work is strong, and not even having cast it I seem to have the favor of the God and Goddess. I followed instructions, so far making out the post it that was the standard business card size. Keeping it clean and simple, With the name, and the phone number a good space and then the slogan. Good, clean, and worthy of a look. Already I've sold a wand! $35.00 Though my wands are not as good as Those of olivanders fame, they don't have the $70.00 price tags of the rest either. $35.00 is a good price. Last night we had dinner at Alexander's in Salado. Hangar steaks, Potatoes aspargus, and cremebrule' I think we did well.I think today was the day that we celebrated the three birthdays in our year, along with mother's day and Sister's day. All these Celebrations in one night We shouldn't need any more till yule.It's all good. But to find a home for sunmaker, this is great! But it still doesn't fill my need for a home. But it gets me closer to that. Keep following Classon to the front door of your own home my heart tells me So by asking the God and Goddess to open up possabilities for my jewelry. I'm Hopeful, that I will find something that will lead to my first home.
   

              Healing my mind and soul.
I've been working with the solfeggios now for well over a year. I haven't been taken by aliens or swept off into some utopia. I have been finding that I have wanted to take more control and deal with my own reactions to the world at large.   I am trying to get my own home. Saving denying my self any pleasures and helping where ever I can to get this mess turned around and in those times when I feel so helpless and depressed I meditate. The feelings I try to transmit are of peace. The fact is I'm doing all I can do and it will have to be enough.At least I'm doing something . But a lot of people have given up on everything . Those
folks are the ones waiting for the cattle trucks and living each day  as it comes. food on the table or not, It's not that I don't care  I'm still the same crazy Texan who
had jumped from the waco suspension bridge thirty years ago but I'm trying to be  more sensitive.
I guess there is something to those solffeggios after all they may not ascend me but they give me a way to quiet the rage inside myself and I have a lot of unvented highly explosive rage inside me.
So what has happened? I took up grounding It's pretty simple close your eyes and see the energy flowing away into the into the ground.It has been working I cannot deny that. But the results speak for themselves. I do feel a lot better. I'm more aware of everything around me I'm even making wands. This is all the better I find it easier to create and to think. So here              Healing my mind and soul.
I've been working with the solfeggios now for well over a year. I haven't been taken by aliens of swept off into some utopia. I have been finding that I have wanted to take more control and deal with my own reactions to the world at large.  It's actually something simple to start and end the day with . These meditation aids Like Solfeggios are nice to have but you do not actually have to have them. Just let go of all that was there before and let your self go silent no matter what thought comes to mind just let it  drift away if you can find quiet music on line that you like just simple quiet soft and flowing music then you have an edge already.

Billionaire agenda Continued

[5-10-14]

 Since there is this mess, that has prevented my job now spell that I cast for my sister mary, Who though I can not trust her, It could benefit me if she had more work. This spell is kept from working, because of a trend in the job market to fire workers in their late forties and early fifties, due to health problems, which make older people less productive ( If you believe that, I have some swamp land in Nevada, that you should look at.) The truth is these big business types are not wanting to pay pensions that they promise to you when you apply,Old bummer care cuts into their bottom lines and the need to raise their bottom lines in the corporate sectors, now! They are firing older workers to legally be able to with hold those benefits. and to lower the insurance payments their companies have to pay in insurance costs.
 In the long run this is going to lead to major homelessness of people still able to work, and a glut of bank foreclosures on the few middle class left in this country. Realestate will fall into a hole again because people who almost had it paid for won't be able to keep their homes and if the elite's minions, are put into office then the benefits we worked for and will need become void and that means there will be no homes to buy houses will be bulldozed and the richest own everything.
 What then can I do to help provide for myself? When I cannot trust mary, who is just waiting for my invalid mother to die so she can keep her promise to the reverend and my dad.I'll be on the run again, by that reckoning. To my advantage
 she's so brain washed She cannot see what's ahead. It's great how clearly I can think. I am working like a dog to figure out what to do. I went back to reading Classon, and taking daily meditation time, to try to think this out.
And saved like a mad person. Adding ten more ounces of silver to treasure chest and $2.00 into my escape fund stash. Which mary has been looking for. Goddess she's never going to find stash or my treasure chest, some old tricks still work on her ruined little mind even now she has our half sister who recently threatened me in an e-mail. I am constantly on alert all the time because with all the They types I have to look out for it would literally scare me if I had one moment's peace. Here's what I see happening. The once middle class fifty somethings will suddenly be out on the street no one will have even the smallest amount of money because it is leveraged with tons of debts they raised bringing up two families and caring for  elderly parents.  For a while the banks will be assholes stiff in their belief that we are hoarding money in our back pockets, that's the safest place for it by the way. and although They will have to sell land at some point  such high rates of interest will crush them because no one can pay for these properties. They won't be able to keep it all and there's going to be such a depression because of all the credit less people who can't afford homes, They'll destroy less affluent people's homes and build for the luxury crowd. adding safety features, and power options we can't affford for our homes. The elites also want all social benefits stopped in favor of a new dark ages, letting the poor starve to death or die in wars .
 and This will be much  Worse than the last time. The elites their political minions, and the bankstards will be hunted men when it's all over in a generation or two. So They are wondering just what we are thinking about doing to them. Locking them up selling their kids as slaves, and burning them at the stake comes to mind.  tommorrow the elites intend to use "conspiracy media" to throw a few clay pidgeons into the air. On the show "America's Book of Secrets" on History Channel 2,
we should be aiming for the launcher, rather than the pidgeons.
 So that the disease of Affluenza might be stopped from spreading. What is Affluenza you ask?
It is a sickness is a mental disorder cause by wealth. symptoms include a lack of empathy for others. A need gain wealth and political power, at the expense of entire nations, Paranoia,and an especially extreme fear of poor and middle class people gathering in groups of ten or more, The attitude that money buys every thing and the false belief that poor people are lazy. And that they are doing the crossdragger god's work,
and they rule by divine right.

America's book Of Secrets Billionaire Age nda.

                  "Disturbing Trends"
 The "religious" republican Extremists, Want to Eliminate taxes for themselves. while increasing them on the rest of us. They are also culling out the populations of the east at this moment. India, Afghanistan, Pakistan, and Egypt None of it is publicized. Save for Syria right now. Corporate owned media will not tell us they intend to do the same here. Cyprus styled banking bailouts where the poorest pay for the richest pay increases. Disease and violence,is world wide. So that they can claim large tracts of unpopulated land. "Royal Preserves."  Where the poor cannot go. Deer and other formerly wild beasts now are farm raised and wild populations are killed off. There will be no food for the poorest people and death camps where slave labor is used to make goods and no one is allowed to live past forty years old is going to happen. Tsunami's can be created by exploding bombs beneath the sea floor. Millions die in these  Places.  Thus creating disease and famine that kills still more people.  The so called U.F.O.s Seen in these places are really spy crafts of big business, These are just gloating devices recording the destruction these greedy soulless elites, are creating. Governments, are not doing this killing the .1percenters who are doing this, and leaving governments take the blame, While they target poor People and, they put names out there that give us targets.
Then ships, planes, trains, buses, and other forms of transportation are being made unsafe. WHY?  what is even more dangerous is the ON STAR DEVICES in cars tracking and other things that can trap those who run will be in play.  My neighbor Next door was arrested for as far as I know no reason. He's a prepper, but keeps nothing in his home. Having a "Secret" safe haven many miles away, He really did not plan his escape well enough he bought a car with On Star. When his wife tried to take the kids and leave going to family in the area, the family car which has the Kill switch and GPS ON STAR devices Their car, would not start. She was also arrested and the kids have since disappeared into the system. The best way is thus by overland bush whacking travel. I keep my go bag packed and ready to go and have planned to leave in a way I alone can get through.

[5-12-14]

 I watched the show America's book of secrets. Episode Billionaire Agenda, and I admit that I am not trusting this information. Despite the fact this show put forth some truth in it's format, it also tried to sell a major sized load of bull. They did as I thought and threw up a whole bunch of "clay pigeons" for the public! I was not disappointed in this part of the show. They tossed out a whole lot of names. I went back over my D.V.R. copy and wrote them all down. But I will not post them here as I feel that this information threatens those on this list the enemy has been cunning in their plot to stay hidden. They have these other people to use as targets for the masses and I just pray that everyone else sees what I do. They didn't put up the name of that Alabama bastard who made it possible for them to buy elections. Though they mentioned his court case.  I must say I was not disappointed, By this show in the fact I knew that they were going to throw out a list from Forbes Magazine.  It's really  interesting not having seen this list that I wrote down every last name that I knew they'd throw out. three days ahead of time during a meditation study time I saw this list that I cannot for the safety of others post. The enemy see these new money people and their growing wealth as a threat to their agenda. Only two names on that list were questionable.   But really Can we trust anything that is broadcast over the airwaves even when we pay for it?  I think this is  old inherited money vs new hard earned money. 

  Old inherited money people stay out of sight and buy governments and nations while new  hard earned money gives back out of a sense of honor that inherited money people have long ago lost.  The trust in government, and media , was broken along time ago. so these shows that name the names  claiming to tell all are crap.  I think the fruits are starting to show. and the elites who are using these billionaires as human shields should be ashamed of themselves. but the only shame these guys feel is the shame that they know that they are going to lose everything. Old money thinks the earth is their kingdom and here are these wonderful upstarts  that they are trying to hide their dirty deeds behind  who truly earned their way into wealth and privilege. And to stop there from being any other upstarts like those guys the old money is using as human shields they are firing and not hiring fifty and over crowds who still have tons of debt from raising their kids maybe caring for one or both invalid, and very elderly parents. or the children their unemployed kids can't raise. And  Especially in my home state of Texas there is no help for this trend, of the unemployed fifty something workers. And I hate to say it but bur I've found that even I failed to create an income for myself for this sort of situation. I failed in creating cash flow But not completely. I did build up a very nice solid asset base from which if I can find the right thing to put my money into it might set me well. I am also looking at the karmic consequences of investing are the company fair to their workers and paying a fair wage rather than being a burden upon our social services like mc donalds and wall mart.This is important to my personal safety