Friday, June 20, 2014

6-18-14 More money matters.

[6-18-14]

  I'm  thinking even harder than ever about the money thing and the answer always comes up the same invest responsibly in already established companies that do good for others. but companies that are not a cancer on our social services system.
 Recently Target began touting their charity work and Wal-mart also began touting American Jobs. I see a bunch of Terrible things about Target and Wal-mart in the "real news". But can you trust what you read? Anything that comes from the TV or journaistic side of media, I tend not to trust it at all. I need to mind my own business any way. Right now I'm only to think about the things I need and will need and it all comes back to money. That's all, it's  just money! I want to have a home and a way to get food and clothes this I need money. IF this Secret thing can truly work for me then money will and must come to me. I am going to work soley upon getting an income that will at least Comfortably shelter, feed and Clothe me and this stupid Lumber Lugger, Who cannot make it on her own. That I'm stuck with the care of. I need Money and I need it to grow fast and I need to start now. Today! Pennies, nickles, dimes and quarters  won't cut it I need major cash Another fifteen hundred dollar find would be a nice start. I'd open a secreted bank account and that would be used to buy into investments in those good companies. Mom and Mary cannot know about it.  God and Goddess, Remember me and the very good things I do as best I can among these greedy, cheating, lying and morally corrupt christians and help me establish an income, so that I will live in peace and freedom forever.
So mote it be.

I'm thinking constantly about Money. Goddess I think about it all the time and the only reason is the future, And what will happen if I do not have money there will be such a terrible suffering and it will not end.
Unless I can prevent it More than my self will needlessly wander and hide and run from police, locals and politicians out to line their own pockets with taxpayer money. Homeless people end up in death camps. I need your help to make that money I need a money spell that works no matter how those two lumber luggers try to stop it No matter how much Jehovah and Yahweh and Jesus try to interfere with it I must cast a wealth spell that works. "FAILURE IS CERTAIN DEATH!" I summon money to me daily I need wealth. Or My future is certain a forgotten mass grave.    

My Thoughts (Sean Riley A Witches Survival guide)

[6-20-14]

 Mary is right so o.k. the first things we should do is make damned sure we have food in the house. Can't let the Lumber Luggers starve. There goes your savings Right. Well maybe not. I built treasure chest on spare change. So I know how to let it go. I know too my family has cheated me many a time.  But You have no recourse with relatives when you have a lable. They made your life miserable Promising and never delivering on promises because they'd never have the money and there is the biggest point of contention. M-O-N-E-Y, and how we should use it! Survival for me would be a lot easier. But With even one of my stupid lumber lugger relatives and money, They are so like the mill stones around my neck. My sister mary however is so caught up in details that she is the one who would crawl away and die is she were on her own. I'd survive but life wouldn't be easy, I'd fare far better with out Mary around, but I'm stuck with her I get that. There's never going to be enough money for anything with her around. and that two and one with the shed out back that I'll have to rebuild and fix up to live in, on my own will be the death of my money,& My money, be the only thing I have to get me out of that place. And mary will do as my lumber lugger relatives always do and try to cheat me out of it. I need Money to get away when the other relatives, karen and charles, come after me and try to use my label.
I know mary won't help me so being able financially to escape them is the next best option. This takes big money. Money being my greatest need,is the hardest thing to obtain and I can think of little else. If you need to run away and the last thing a run away thinks about is money. You have to think about that first and foremost. establishing an income, that will sustain you in those darkest days of your escape.
The first year or better.
 Think on this you who want to escape a group such as the F.L.D.S. or like my life was in the B.F.D.C. Like my cousin Sean I was a Nephilite. This means that I had major need of money to escape. I was lucky as was Sean to learn that money had been right under our feet. But not all of us are that lucky. So get a job and set up a plan to hide the money. This is important! Also set aside that you might invest that money. Do this and build what you need to escape. Plan on seven to eight hundred thousand per person. Remember you have no expenses, others are supposed to feed and clothe you until the day you escape. another part of that plan have any bank statements go to another address rather than your own. But never have banking info online.
 third point of the plan put your relatives at ease pretend to be christian or what ever be the poster child for their belief system. Secretly do your work save your money then bam! disappear leave it all behind Go to work or school, and just sneak out another door. So long as you are in the same city limits and maybe even the same state  as your relatives, or cult (both in my case) assume they are going to catch you. The fastest way out is get a bus ticket Plan out where you are going to go to hide out a while first. This is not a vacation so don't go any where you can be seen keeping your self safety comes first. You want to stay in an area that is not as crime ridden as most places. if you can get your job transfered out of state, then you are one up. Stay in as much as possible.
 If you must take company along the price goes up by three times per person. THat's right as a group do not leave your escape fund in the hands of just one person every one needs to put in in equal measure and decide where your final destination is going to be before you go. and where you are going to safe house for the year or two that you will need before you leave. The records of this plan must be safely kept in a secure place. Don't  keep it in your locker at school or in a place in your family home.  And never announce your plans.        
                 "What I did Wendnesday"
 I took a jewelry making class And Take a good look at what I made. On Their Face book page or at
www.justbecauseboutique.com
Now these People couldn't say anything to scare the locals Like

"Evil Eye talisman Class."

 But that is indeed what this is and there are a lot of people who took this class. Now that I have this talisman and can make more of them I'm Liking this more and more. When I Got home I made pics straight away but can't find my camera cable to transfer them to the computer. This group of Pagans opened a Shop that may take the place of Hobby Lobby with me at least The Prices are more fair and the stuff you learn to make like this "Dragon's eye pendant" is way cooler. I'm looking to learn a lot more.





 Both of these are cool I enjoyed doing them  Especially the evil eye talisman . in the second photo I hand painted the eye on a glass gem then did this cool wire wrap to be a sculptural element. both of these are very cool and since the dragon's eye is a sculptural piece even more than the cab of tiger's eye, that I waited all winter to do, I'm just as proud of both and am loking forward to the next gem show in October.

Monday, June 9, 2014

                  "So What Is a witch to do?"

  I'm trying to build an income for myself. I have very little to use for this purpose. I need to invest with an eye toward profit but also invest in a company that shares my veiw of the responsability to community. The kind that doesn't burden our social services system that Sees people as people not machines, and doesn't see them by color, religion, gender or age. This limits possibilities to very few indeed. in fact it really limits my portfolio to zero.  I'm quite at a loss that our corporate system is so corrupted. So I am relying upon Evil that harms my planet, community, and burdens the social services programs that many in our community truly need. Lots of Hooponopono, just to free myself from the guilt I feel when I even consider an investment in any kind of company.(Can you see how the Waltons and Mc Donalds tarnish the reputations of our Corpor stocracy and thus effect the stock market with their unfair practices?) Be that as it may, I need to invest my wisely This money must be invested for profit and return dividends that hac in turn be imnvested and make me more money. But how can I off set this investment in the evil empire, Of darkness, to pay for a home to replace the one that I will all too soon lose? I do even  more Ho opono pono Meditation and thinking about it I do still  More Ho opono pono Meditation and pray for an answer to my questions. It hurts me to think that to make any money investing  at all that I will have to invest in the dirty dealing, back stabbers who let children of their employees go to bed hungry while they dine on the finest of everything. I can't in good conscience do things like this it's against the rede and the Law of threes. When I must leave here I will need money and thus I have no choice but to do the distasteful things now and make this  income happen Even when I don't want to do harm and I'm minding my own business Something I do that is good for me, hurts others and thus Hurts me. Every night I pray that I can some how forgive myself. But the things we must do today are to Give us a fighting chance tommorrow. yet to me that is no excuse. I am sad because of what I must do because of those who  are so stupid that they  think that they can get away with doing "God's work."  I'm Just in that bind where if I do not make a smart money move soon that my small amount of money that I do have will be little comfort to me tomorrow.
This is a big problem for me when I go looking at the things that are around me and I see the darkness. I see the serious ways this affects the world around me.    

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Safety nets

[6-5-14]

 Since I was thinking about this, The basic steps to control this mental mess are simple enough the more you work on quieting the mind, the easier it becomes. So it follows that the more you work at making things happen the easier that becomes too. Just keep plugging away at the walls and sooner or later you get them out of the way. So it is for me. My power is in this mind that I have, and to heal that mind and make my power useable to me, is a task in it's self. But what I'd like to accomplish is something that I truly want. To obtain Gold and Silver in it's raw forms and turn it into something I want my own pentacle! setting in my own choice of gem, and putting my personal power into it. It's a pet project. I love making beauty. This piece will be beautiful.
At least to me. The purer the better.
 I'm thinking about the things I'm hoping to do. Money is the life blood of my future so I buy silver as I get closer and closer to becoming mentally powerful I'm thinking about how I am financially set This part of my life is not good. I want to make that change happen. and I'm feeling like this is something that can make it happen. Looking at the things I see going on the rich now own every thing.And I am forced thus to become wealthy so that I may live and own a home.
 I must become rich. Those without money are homeless and thus a threat to society. If I want to help others, I must help myself first which answers the age old question myself or others? Definitely MYSELF FIRST! So I'm off to do something for myself. Spiritual People, Be glad! the question has been answered! MYSELF FIRST! Why is that? YOU CANNOT HELP OTHERS IF YOU ARE UNABLE TO HELP YOUR SELF FIRST! Great I don't feel so bad about the things I want to do now.
 I'm reworking an old money tree spell that I've been  trying to make work but it seems to have a few draw backs, Namely pests such as birds and bugs.  Maybe it's the type of tree I'm using. So I reworked the spell, and  have been waiting and watching. I'm using a fruit bearing tree Thus the fruit is supposed to feed me, and thus save me money in that regard.  and  to assure a fair energy exchange I'm saving as much as I can  sticking  very hard to the money rules dictated by the book "The Richest Man in Babylon" by George S Classon. I've been trying to do this since I was eight . I found out I couldn't eat candy and drink cokes or enjoy other sugary sweets that my bratty peers did so life for me was pretty bland. Being a Nephilite (under the old B.F.D.C. crap rules  I wasn't supposed to have money any way. I wasn't supposed to live past ten years or age either but here I am. a full  fledged witch, Blessed be.  So I "broke the rules,"  often,  surprisingly I was  never caught at it. My family wasn't very diligent save for the deacon's court and. they missed a great deal. It worked out well for me and my cousins any way. We have Silver saved up as well as cash and buy as much as we can each time building up a savings which will when needed provide for us an income that will support having a home and it's expenses For each of us. Sean , Anne and I each look at the Spot price and add $5.00 for the coin dealer to work out how much we need before we can go to buy more silver.  The best place to keep up with that price is, www.silverseek.com , They tell it like it is and you can pretty much see what's going on on the charts they post. We all work from this site then add $5.00 per ounce to come up with how much money we need to buy ten ounces or more. then we take three months to save every cent we can get to save it up and buy silver bullion. I'm glad to say that this seems to be working and there will more than likely be three bought out right houses in the hill country one day soon. The fact of the matter is that saving in this way means our house buying money isn't gone.it's safely tucked away out of the reach of everyone who thinks that they can claim it. It's honestly earned , and there fore it's money that no one but we can claim . This for us is a safety net and gives us some financial security but for my mom and sister there is no such safety net. thus Mary, get's upset  about money. She has no safety net.How many actually do?