Monday, June 9, 2014

                  "So What Is a witch to do?"

  I'm trying to build an income for myself. I have very little to use for this purpose. I need to invest with an eye toward profit but also invest in a company that shares my veiw of the responsability to community. The kind that doesn't burden our social services system that Sees people as people not machines, and doesn't see them by color, religion, gender or age. This limits possibilities to very few indeed. in fact it really limits my portfolio to zero.  I'm quite at a loss that our corporate system is so corrupted. So I am relying upon Evil that harms my planet, community, and burdens the social services programs that many in our community truly need. Lots of Hooponopono, just to free myself from the guilt I feel when I even consider an investment in any kind of company.(Can you see how the Waltons and Mc Donalds tarnish the reputations of our Corpor stocracy and thus effect the stock market with their unfair practices?) Be that as it may, I need to invest my wisely This money must be invested for profit and return dividends that hac in turn be imnvested and make me more money. But how can I off set this investment in the evil empire, Of darkness, to pay for a home to replace the one that I will all too soon lose? I do even  more Ho opono pono Meditation and thinking about it I do still  More Ho opono pono Meditation and pray for an answer to my questions. It hurts me to think that to make any money investing  at all that I will have to invest in the dirty dealing, back stabbers who let children of their employees go to bed hungry while they dine on the finest of everything. I can't in good conscience do things like this it's against the rede and the Law of threes. When I must leave here I will need money and thus I have no choice but to do the distasteful things now and make this  income happen Even when I don't want to do harm and I'm minding my own business Something I do that is good for me, hurts others and thus Hurts me. Every night I pray that I can some how forgive myself. But the things we must do today are to Give us a fighting chance tommorrow. yet to me that is no excuse. I am sad because of what I must do because of those who  are so stupid that they  think that they can get away with doing "God's work."  I'm Just in that bind where if I do not make a smart money move soon that my small amount of money that I do have will be little comfort to me tomorrow.
This is a big problem for me when I go looking at the things that are around me and I see the darkness. I see the serious ways this affects the world around me.    

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