[2-28-14]
well I waited, hoping that there'd be a small amount of money left over, But some how all the money got spent. and there will not be a take this week. But If I can find a way to get that remainder. I knew there'd be times when this happened. Mom and Mary are conflicted about the money. So far the only investment is treasure chest.
They don't trust me at all they keep that check card under a tight rein. So I need to help them again and again.
Oh well , No take this week doesn't mean that there won't be a take in March I got one each for January and February. I shouldn't be greedy, That is after all a Christian trait and the less often it happens the better for me. Then they think there's a mistake in the math some where, rather than that someone is stealing from them. Which if they knew is how they might see it if they knew. I'm actually banking for them.I want them to stay in the dark until I can get the money invested and be making a return. I don't want to get greedy.
I fear that time is running out however. If mary takes a job trucking that would get me a lot of alone time. I'm planning to keep this roof over our heads. Using the fact that I paid the Mortgage, over the last few months. That bundles home owners insurance and taxes into an escrow account. I may be able to use that to get the house away from Ocwen. Looking up the adverse possession law will be on my research list for tomorrow. This makes me edgy. But if we want the better life This is my play.
On other notes I wonder how stupid the elites think I am. Their crap about aliens when they themselves are lying about the other beings of the universe. There is no alien race out there that even thinks we are on their level and we never will be with these elites around. I am sad to report that their fear mongering has hit even deeper point of a low, even for them. This is low I mean super deep beneath the roots of a mountain low. I appologize oh God and Goddess for these greedy richer than their deities, and less compassion that their satan people,that are abusing your world.I ask you to bring their lies and abuses back on them a thousand times and you are listening to me thank you for doing so, blessed be. Give justice to the aliens and to us against these elites. Punish the city of Temple, Texas for black listing my family and keeping us from earning honestly. Give us the help we will need to get our selves ready for a better Financial, and physical life. Punish all my enemies and bless all my friends out there. Make me ready for that day when I may yet have to flee my relatives bill(my brother) and karen(my half sister). Help me survive them bless me with the riches and the strength of body that only you can help me achieve.
So mote it be.
O.k. I've been Living with my mom and Sister under a shared Power of Attorney and have cut off several leeches (especially my brother) Who had my mom paying his mortgage on his very nice party palace in Austin That was repossessed by the bank Last year. He's pissed off he now lives in where ever he can get room. And those friends of his were very selfish not to take him in after he lost his place but it's me
he really hates and wants pay back on because I cut him off . But he's a former military sniper is a restraining order really keeping me alive right now? Maybe he knows that I
got his military record and some other nastier stuff stashed away in a safe place. Goddess bless the guardian network . He'll never find it. If anything does happen to me He goes down. especially with his penchant for
'planned accidents." He actually thinks that cops don't double check about suspicious things like dangling brakes on cars .
Friday, February 28, 2014
Friday, February 21, 2014
Seeing things Clearly
I have been a little clouded in my thinking lately. The fact that sometimes I feel my family blocks my intentions with their fears is justified . but it is unfair to say they are not putting in anything. the truth is they just don't know that they are donating small but stable amounts that can't do anything else for us to this future income. The facts are that they even in their dumbest however can't
even read a bank print out tells me that they are not going to catch on to my actions so easily and it's too little an amount to mess with me over the second fact is that this money is not wantonly spent as my late brother would have done is saying far more than the usual they are that much more to the good. it is finding the one beginning investment to make all this grow that I want right now. Though it doesn't sound like much
I'm building but far too slowly to make anything good happen it's all about the next two years. finding the money, and making the beginning of a future and praying the elites don't put a hit out on the middle
class and poor first. This beginning, must get us to our own place without a mortgage home. but how else can I get the money when the earning part is not as good as it should be? Goddess I wish I could find some forgotten stash some where and that I could use it to enjoy a better life but get real here there are so many ways that the elites steal from us that they have all the laws on their side. Yet I still find that by the
truest laws that if a man finds gold, on his land and has the need for it, and seeing that it was on his land by right that gold should be his! But
the way laws are now the elites own us and everything we have. this is not the way it should be and thus every night I hear my cousin Anne praying that this be ended and the just way and laws be returned to. no more of these laws that benefit one industry over another such as obummer care. no more of these laws that that benefit the wrongful burdening of our social services systems. It is time for justice. and justice can only come if everyone of every religion asks for it. But those too afraid to see that there must be the money set aside for future needs as well as for today must be forced to set aside what they need. thus what I am doing not for myself but my family. if there is to be any future, then I must make it alone with the hope that it will be enough to at least sustain us. because of the fact that employers are going to continue stealing the wise employee must weigh the options of not having a living income made by wiser choices of investing, a portion of their earnings. This is what must be done it's a hard choice. and the kids may cry because they can't have things now but think instead of what you will be needing later and the better choices are
always clear. Every one should have a plan and stick with it no matter how hard things get. Not buying billy a bike today might ensure he goes to college tomorrow. the rational sound plan is harder but it makes for a sound future.
even read a bank print out tells me that they are not going to catch on to my actions so easily and it's too little an amount to mess with me over the second fact is that this money is not wantonly spent as my late brother would have done is saying far more than the usual they are that much more to the good. it is finding the one beginning investment to make all this grow that I want right now. Though it doesn't sound like much
I'm building but far too slowly to make anything good happen it's all about the next two years. finding the money, and making the beginning of a future and praying the elites don't put a hit out on the middle
class and poor first. This beginning, must get us to our own place without a mortgage home. but how else can I get the money when the earning part is not as good as it should be? Goddess I wish I could find some forgotten stash some where and that I could use it to enjoy a better life but get real here there are so many ways that the elites steal from us that they have all the laws on their side. Yet I still find that by the
truest laws that if a man finds gold, on his land and has the need for it, and seeing that it was on his land by right that gold should be his! But
the way laws are now the elites own us and everything we have. this is not the way it should be and thus every night I hear my cousin Anne praying that this be ended and the just way and laws be returned to. no more of these laws that benefit one industry over another such as obummer care. no more of these laws that that benefit the wrongful burdening of our social services systems. It is time for justice. and justice can only come if everyone of every religion asks for it. But those too afraid to see that there must be the money set aside for future needs as well as for today must be forced to set aside what they need. thus what I am doing not for myself but my family. if there is to be any future, then I must make it alone with the hope that it will be enough to at least sustain us. because of the fact that employers are going to continue stealing the wise employee must weigh the options of not having a living income made by wiser choices of investing, a portion of their earnings. This is what must be done it's a hard choice. and the kids may cry because they can't have things now but think instead of what you will be needing later and the better choices are
always clear. Every one should have a plan and stick with it no matter how hard things get. Not buying billy a bike today might ensure he goes to college tomorrow. the rational sound plan is harder but it makes for a sound future.
Thursday, February 20, 2014
[2-20-14]
Refocusing my center. Once I have found my center I need to refocus that power on what I want rather than on the things that no longer matter.
These are the things that matter.
1)Securing My Future Income. This will take five to ten thousand a month after gas,food, water,electricity,Internet, auto and home insurance. is paid. This is money upon which there is no other claim. No one but me owns this money.Which I can use to invest and Live upon without fearing that I haven't the money to pay something else with, if I use that money for myself and my goals and dreams.
2)There is no mortgage on my 1200 acres of land or my 50,000 sqft three bedroom three bath home. and Jeweler's my workshop tree house.I bought it all out right with money I saved through careful working with the equaision E+S+S+B+I=I. The resulting surprise is that I have already begun. The question now is will my center help me to build this future? or hinder me with morality and guilty thoughts? When By being a poor person, who at least has morals I obey the rules of morality.
when there is profit to be had that could better serve by becoming part of my stash.But I walk away because it's a little shady.I really think that morals are over rated. Because if you are poor and you don't break any laws or rules and you stay poor because there's no rewards for moralaity any more.
I think morality is just another trick to keep poor people poor.So if I get hindered and blocked by morals, all I get is nothing, thus the short end of the stick.
The useless part of the wand as it were.So at least I'm doing some thing. No pain or probablility of loss, and there is no gain. So I sit here and think, Forget morals and money for now,Feel the power and see the future you want and forget everything else.
Channel you center toward what you want.
I think about it very hard there's a lot of thinking to do. and a lot of it is moral implications of my taking from mary and mom's money and stashing it for a while until I can put it in the bank with my own. It's not Right but how else do you get a pair of Lumber luggers to save money and not just give it away to the church, or spend it on their own fun? The typical lumber lugger mentality is to spend and beg their deity for help, when they don't have the money to pay their debts tomorrow. Mine is waste not want not. The best things come from taking the tiny amounts and saving them to make up the bigger things.
Refocusing my center. Once I have found my center I need to refocus that power on what I want rather than on the things that no longer matter.
These are the things that matter.
1)Securing My Future Income. This will take five to ten thousand a month after gas,food, water,electricity,Internet, auto and home insurance. is paid. This is money upon which there is no other claim. No one but me owns this money.Which I can use to invest and Live upon without fearing that I haven't the money to pay something else with, if I use that money for myself and my goals and dreams.
2)There is no mortgage on my 1200 acres of land or my 50,000 sqft three bedroom three bath home. and Jeweler's my workshop tree house.I bought it all out right with money I saved through careful working with the equaision E+S+S+B+I=I. The resulting surprise is that I have already begun. The question now is will my center help me to build this future? or hinder me with morality and guilty thoughts? When By being a poor person, who at least has morals I obey the rules of morality.
when there is profit to be had that could better serve by becoming part of my stash.But I walk away because it's a little shady.I really think that morals are over rated. Because if you are poor and you don't break any laws or rules and you stay poor because there's no rewards for moralaity any more.
I think morality is just another trick to keep poor people poor.So if I get hindered and blocked by morals, all I get is nothing, thus the short end of the stick.
The useless part of the wand as it were.So at least I'm doing some thing. No pain or probablility of loss, and there is no gain. So I sit here and think, Forget morals and money for now,Feel the power and see the future you want and forget everything else.
Channel you center toward what you want.
I think about it very hard there's a lot of thinking to do. and a lot of it is moral implications of my taking from mary and mom's money and stashing it for a while until I can put it in the bank with my own. It's not Right but how else do you get a pair of Lumber luggers to save money and not just give it away to the church, or spend it on their own fun? The typical lumber lugger mentality is to spend and beg their deity for help, when they don't have the money to pay their debts tomorrow. Mine is waste not want not. The best things come from taking the tiny amounts and saving them to make up the bigger things.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Finding My center
[2-17-14]
I often felt there was something that was being held back that there were things we were not being told and now I'm beginning to understand the concepts that no one else is thinking or even teaching about.
The secret is your center. Finding this there will be nothing impossible to you because you will find your power and that is everything. you won't need their books of lies any more or their dogma and bs. Isn't that exciting? The secret of life and wealth and power is you.
I am very happy to know this. It's something that the pagans and other religions never allow us to know.
Ask your self this question
" Who are you?"
I can truly say I don't know and when you can't answer that one the second one is even tougher .
"What is your center?"
" What are you in your deepest being?"
"What do you want to bring to the world?"
Not being able to answer these question is why we are stuck in the same place. You can't truly say you wanted to be where and what you are from the very beginning of your life, because there were other things that got into the way Things you were taught from the time you were born, and you have to admit it got pretty complicated . Didn't it? There's a lot of distractions out there. I have found that I spend less than ten minutes a month out side my house. Why ? Because of a complex web of fear this web creates a fear and distrust of other people, of the wild life and pets in the area where I live. And I can tell you I'm as disconnected from nature as it gets.
To think my dream used to be so simple But it quickly became complicated. Because of one thing M.O.N.E.Y. Because money had to go everywhere but to what I wanted . And where I wanted to go was always out of reach. I tried cutting down and reshaping even thinking about my dream as co oped with another person's dreams and goals but I'm still in the same place because the other person can't save because she's afraid of starvation.
I have had more of my dreams stolen by the stupidity over money than by all the bullying and teasing I endured in the B.F.D.C. But when I figured out why I was getting cheated and stuck in the same place I really was shocked. If you know who you are Then you are the one who has all the power to make life what you want, money won't matter and neither will the fear mongering that tells you that you need this or that or that you can't be or do or have that. If you know what you are in your deepest being and what you really want the world to be like in your experience Then you can change it. And no one can stop you . This has been my challenge And in so doing I have had to become a force to create the Where with all for two dreams Rather than Just my own and It's too much to ask of anyone, to throw your dreams onto theirs and usurp all their goals to get your own but that is what has happened It's either or not both. When you get a person Who's sucking away your dream to get their own you just haven't got the resources to go any where how do you get rid of such a parasite? When they hide behind finances and stupidity to disguise selfishness? Anne and I talked about this every night and found that the solution was less than honorable. But if they can play that game then we can too. face it the label of Nephilite is still heavy. even if they say It's not a factor my sister and Mom were still B.F.D.C. Our money is really theirs they just haven't found a way to take it yet.
How did the word Nephilite come about in the B.F.D.C.? how did this way of exploitation begin?
And How does this block me from Finding my center and getting the life I want?
In 1958 Reverend Jacob Holculmn I call him "HOAXER" claimed to have had a revelation from God. In this revelation there were these horrible disfigured giants called the Nephilim these beings had been thought to have been wiped out by God in the time of Noah. But some of them hid themselves and some how survived the flood and were now returning to avenge them selves by taking the daughters of righteous men. he was told how to spot these children of the Nephilim they would be born on SUNDAY as a blasphemy of the Sabbath. And worse, that they could not eat of the Manna of the holy communion. They would become sick and vomit . They would be smitten endlessly with sores that bled at the slightest touch and they would have weaknesses of the lungs. Yeah I was guilty on all counts. I was born on a Sunday, couldn't eat wheat or corn or soy, And had sores all the time growing up. Imagine the pain I went through as a kid growing up as the brats all tried to hit me hoping to see blood from a wound . Then one day I was called to the principal's office because even the non B.F.D.C. brats were heard yelling "Nephilite! " after my brother ripped the sleeve of my dress,off of my left arm. I had no idea what that meant, my brother started yelling the word and the rest of the bullies joined in.. When my parents were called of course they both lied saying they didn't know where my brother or any of the other kids at school had heard such an awful word. So the school sent spies into Bruceville- Eddy Texas and into Star Texas where the main B.F.D.C. Church group was. They found out to their dismay what Nephilite meant. the spies returned with terror tales of the meaning of that word. They described in detail what had happened to a mere girl who though they had rescued her , She was so mentally messed up it would have been kinder to let her die where she had been. it was recommended that a special boarding school be set up to get those being burdened with the label of that horrible word could get a fighting chance. But some how the B.F.D.C. Got that Idea stopped. My brother got a beating for his misuse of religious texts let alone ripping my sleeve on my dress to show the hateful mark put on me when I was four years old of a coiled striking snake. My teachers tried God & Goddess bless them. But separation of Church and state came out in favor of Reverend Holculmn.
Is it any wonder that I am scarred in mind and body? Beatings and verbal abuse,So rampant in my and My cousin's lives No wonder we lost our centers. forgot who we were and what we wanted.
I often felt there was something that was being held back that there were things we were not being told and now I'm beginning to understand the concepts that no one else is thinking or even teaching about.
The secret is your center. Finding this there will be nothing impossible to you because you will find your power and that is everything. you won't need their books of lies any more or their dogma and bs. Isn't that exciting? The secret of life and wealth and power is you.
I am very happy to know this. It's something that the pagans and other religions never allow us to know.
Ask your self this question
" Who are you?"
I can truly say I don't know and when you can't answer that one the second one is even tougher .
"What is your center?"
" What are you in your deepest being?"
"What do you want to bring to the world?"
Not being able to answer these question is why we are stuck in the same place. You can't truly say you wanted to be where and what you are from the very beginning of your life, because there were other things that got into the way Things you were taught from the time you were born, and you have to admit it got pretty complicated . Didn't it? There's a lot of distractions out there. I have found that I spend less than ten minutes a month out side my house. Why ? Because of a complex web of fear this web creates a fear and distrust of other people, of the wild life and pets in the area where I live. And I can tell you I'm as disconnected from nature as it gets.
To think my dream used to be so simple But it quickly became complicated. Because of one thing M.O.N.E.Y. Because money had to go everywhere but to what I wanted . And where I wanted to go was always out of reach. I tried cutting down and reshaping even thinking about my dream as co oped with another person's dreams and goals but I'm still in the same place because the other person can't save because she's afraid of starvation.
I have had more of my dreams stolen by the stupidity over money than by all the bullying and teasing I endured in the B.F.D.C. But when I figured out why I was getting cheated and stuck in the same place I really was shocked. If you know who you are Then you are the one who has all the power to make life what you want, money won't matter and neither will the fear mongering that tells you that you need this or that or that you can't be or do or have that. If you know what you are in your deepest being and what you really want the world to be like in your experience Then you can change it. And no one can stop you . This has been my challenge And in so doing I have had to become a force to create the Where with all for two dreams Rather than Just my own and It's too much to ask of anyone, to throw your dreams onto theirs and usurp all their goals to get your own but that is what has happened It's either or not both. When you get a person Who's sucking away your dream to get their own you just haven't got the resources to go any where how do you get rid of such a parasite? When they hide behind finances and stupidity to disguise selfishness? Anne and I talked about this every night and found that the solution was less than honorable. But if they can play that game then we can too. face it the label of Nephilite is still heavy. even if they say It's not a factor my sister and Mom were still B.F.D.C. Our money is really theirs they just haven't found a way to take it yet.
How did the word Nephilite come about in the B.F.D.C.? how did this way of exploitation begin?
And How does this block me from Finding my center and getting the life I want?
In 1958 Reverend Jacob Holculmn I call him "HOAXER" claimed to have had a revelation from God. In this revelation there were these horrible disfigured giants called the Nephilim these beings had been thought to have been wiped out by God in the time of Noah. But some of them hid themselves and some how survived the flood and were now returning to avenge them selves by taking the daughters of righteous men. he was told how to spot these children of the Nephilim they would be born on SUNDAY as a blasphemy of the Sabbath. And worse, that they could not eat of the Manna of the holy communion. They would become sick and vomit . They would be smitten endlessly with sores that bled at the slightest touch and they would have weaknesses of the lungs. Yeah I was guilty on all counts. I was born on a Sunday, couldn't eat wheat or corn or soy, And had sores all the time growing up. Imagine the pain I went through as a kid growing up as the brats all tried to hit me hoping to see blood from a wound . Then one day I was called to the principal's office because even the non B.F.D.C. brats were heard yelling "Nephilite! " after my brother ripped the sleeve of my dress,off of my left arm. I had no idea what that meant, my brother started yelling the word and the rest of the bullies joined in.. When my parents were called of course they both lied saying they didn't know where my brother or any of the other kids at school had heard such an awful word. So the school sent spies into Bruceville- Eddy Texas and into Star Texas where the main B.F.D.C. Church group was. They found out to their dismay what Nephilite meant. the spies returned with terror tales of the meaning of that word. They described in detail what had happened to a mere girl who though they had rescued her , She was so mentally messed up it would have been kinder to let her die where she had been. it was recommended that a special boarding school be set up to get those being burdened with the label of that horrible word could get a fighting chance. But some how the B.F.D.C. Got that Idea stopped. My brother got a beating for his misuse of religious texts let alone ripping my sleeve on my dress to show the hateful mark put on me when I was four years old of a coiled striking snake. My teachers tried God & Goddess bless them. But separation of Church and state came out in favor of Reverend Holculmn.
Is it any wonder that I am scarred in mind and body? Beatings and verbal abuse,So rampant in my and My cousin's lives No wonder we lost our centers. forgot who we were and what we wanted.
Friday, February 14, 2014
Doing Investment resaerch
The first thing I hated about school was the research. so this is not My favorite subject But when you begin looking at where to invest Money and How much you have to spend Then you you appreciate all those hours spent in the library . The internet if you can afford it makes the job a little better. But you need to keep detailed notes of the things you are looking at. when looking at the benefits of profit to your self. Also look very hard at environmental impacts, the health risks to the workers of that company and the other uses for the same product other than the regularly known uses. Know every thing about the product you are thinking of putting money into. All of these things should be considered.. I am doing investment research and on my break I thought I'd stop and say Hey there is a lot to look at here. I could state hundreds of examples but Why be boring I've acquired a pretty fair stash and now I just need to decide where best to put it for a fast return. there are numerous ways to go and you have to research them all if you are considering any thing at all to do with say mining look at the end product, What are the uses and what is the environmental impact of this form of mining. what are the dangers of the end product. see all of this brings to you not only a great returns but consequences for the good and bad decisions of the company you invested in. So do all the home work and research you can. as to minimize the casts of someone else's karma that will visit you . I'm on my third round of bad luck from Walmart stocks. Yes, I mad a little money but the companies burden to the social services and their racial and gender biases all that came back to haunt me as per the law of threes.
I didn't do all the research into that company. So as per the negative results I am experiencing lesson learned, this time I'm looking at everything. And Not just the profit and Loss or the stock prices. The importance of your responsibility to invest wisely for your self with an eye toward your responsibility to others cannot be underestimated. That This is not my First time to invest Money I'm researching the industry and hoping to find a positive outcome, that brings me income but doesn't bring me into conflict with my responsibility to the Lord and Lady and the earth.
I didn't do all the research into that company. So as per the negative results I am experiencing lesson learned, this time I'm looking at everything. And Not just the profit and Loss or the stock prices. The importance of your responsibility to invest wisely for your self with an eye toward your responsibility to others cannot be underestimated. That This is not my First time to invest Money I'm researching the industry and hoping to find a positive outcome, that brings me income but doesn't bring me into conflict with my responsibility to the Lord and Lady and the earth.
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
My Escape from the B.F.D.C. The smarter way
My cousin Anne has already Probably told you all out there We were successful Teenage Runaways Probably the last that will ever succeed, With all the innovations in finding the runaway in this techno age.
Anne did the swipe and stash and bank method.
But I was luckier than she was my teacher at the co op school Mrs. Hemphil, was a weekend prospector, and it was she who showed me the better way to get the money that I needed to leave behind the religious cultists of the B.F.D.C. She showed me how to Pan for gold. And panning was the way I obtained the money to leave the world of abuse and sorrow behind. Anne was not aware of the wealth that lay beneath her feet. I was made aware of it by my Teacher who showed me how to spot certain Tells in the ground so that when I was digging post holes and for other reasons, And there was always digging going on for some reason, I could use my gold panning skills before I refilled the holes and when I did panning the Lord and Lady blessed me most richly. The tiny flour gold flakes are almost impossible to see but I filled several 5 gallon buckets. Over the years from panning any where I could and the gold was there for me every time almost as if I had a radar for it. It was always easy for me to believe in the Lord and Lady when I had luck like this. It was just the way life worked out for me. Filling the mason jar pouring it into the bucket, and capping the full bucket . Life was easy when you did all the ranch work while your brother and sisters were hiding to avoid the belt As she also told you there was a status level that was about as low as anyone could be placed in the cult. The Nephilites (children of the Nephilim) if you could not eat of the "Holy Manna"
This is where you were in the community you live alone no one wants you around and you are less than human . I and Anne were less than human to our own families. This left her bitter. But my life was far easier without the weight of relatives. Then Reverend Holcomb and the deacon's court killed three Nephilites All girls who had been caught with three small baby food sized jars of flour gold an amount hardly worthy of a Death sentence. But The B.F.D.C. considered Nephilites inhuman. His sermon the next Sunday was about when honest labor was a sin. He looked with glee at the back of the church at us Nephilites.. That was the first note that it was time to go. I had acquired a pickup, to haul my stash, and having learned about auctions and impound yards as well as foreclosures, I learned how to get my own place at a fraction of the cost. I had a place to go.
And the time was now! When a plan is in place and you have every last thing you need set up then do not hesitate. GO! I had found safety in the land around me. The Deacon's court was searching the homes of those who had children in the Nephilite group. there thirty of us but there were seven Nephilites who never got the mistreatment I did being a daughter and a Nephilite. My brother Bill, and six others were all born on a Sunday (a nephilite prerequisite ) could not eat wheat, soy, or corn (strike two) and yet these were placed among the first born sons. the middle of the church The parents sat to the front in order of age and ranking then the deacon's Court according to Rank save for my Dad The high captain of the Deacon's court
When Reverend Holcomb and the deacon's court took aim at us there was a duck and cover strategy for the rest but Anne and I we just headed off into thr hills . There we lived on wild game and what we could grow. Anne had her cabin I had a tree house. I obtained a huge two story shed kit that I built on a platform followed a few simple ideas found the right place and boom safe house. But that was my last night to use this place i was already Wiccan before I left self dedication on a warm summer Night in 1993. Then Charles Stole that book and incited a witch hunt and the three girls they murdered over far less gold than I had. Well that was it for me. I took off that night and never looked back.
That gold bought an off the grid home in the new Mexico Mountains And I learned where all the goodies were Thus I had plenty to entertain myself making jewelry and helping this old apache woman supplement her income. I was in clover the house was perfect. and I should still be living there but Cults like this have allies. like the New Covenant Fellowship. They stole my home And usurped all control over the land. then some oil company stole it from them and it is a waste land today. unfit for anyone or anything.
I was held for a time at the New Covenant Fellowship's indoctrination center. One night in march I was chained out for throwing a lesson book out of my cell there. They left me at a stinking bog of a place they called conversion lake. well I converted again alright after my rescue I burned my Prairie dress and long under wear and, cut my hair Never to wear a skirt again! But the biggest part of my time was spent using the skills I had to create the money I needed to escape from the B.F.D.C. and N.C.F. by honest work gem hunting and panning. This was the smarter way the rule is know about the money hidden under your feet. So I taught Anne about it . She was astonished how easy it was Not that shoveling dirt into a Bucket and running it through a sluice box is ever easy , but the results were worth the work. It made us both think that if we had both been able to meet up sooner we wouldn't be here now.
Anne did the swipe and stash and bank method.
But I was luckier than she was my teacher at the co op school Mrs. Hemphil, was a weekend prospector, and it was she who showed me the better way to get the money that I needed to leave behind the religious cultists of the B.F.D.C. She showed me how to Pan for gold. And panning was the way I obtained the money to leave the world of abuse and sorrow behind. Anne was not aware of the wealth that lay beneath her feet. I was made aware of it by my Teacher who showed me how to spot certain Tells in the ground so that when I was digging post holes and for other reasons, And there was always digging going on for some reason, I could use my gold panning skills before I refilled the holes and when I did panning the Lord and Lady blessed me most richly. The tiny flour gold flakes are almost impossible to see but I filled several 5 gallon buckets. Over the years from panning any where I could and the gold was there for me every time almost as if I had a radar for it. It was always easy for me to believe in the Lord and Lady when I had luck like this. It was just the way life worked out for me. Filling the mason jar pouring it into the bucket, and capping the full bucket . Life was easy when you did all the ranch work while your brother and sisters were hiding to avoid the belt As she also told you there was a status level that was about as low as anyone could be placed in the cult. The Nephilites (children of the Nephilim) if you could not eat of the "Holy Manna"
This is where you were in the community you live alone no one wants you around and you are less than human . I and Anne were less than human to our own families. This left her bitter. But my life was far easier without the weight of relatives. Then Reverend Holcomb and the deacon's court killed three Nephilites All girls who had been caught with three small baby food sized jars of flour gold an amount hardly worthy of a Death sentence. But The B.F.D.C. considered Nephilites inhuman. His sermon the next Sunday was about when honest labor was a sin. He looked with glee at the back of the church at us Nephilites.. That was the first note that it was time to go. I had acquired a pickup, to haul my stash, and having learned about auctions and impound yards as well as foreclosures, I learned how to get my own place at a fraction of the cost. I had a place to go.
And the time was now! When a plan is in place and you have every last thing you need set up then do not hesitate. GO! I had found safety in the land around me. The Deacon's court was searching the homes of those who had children in the Nephilite group. there thirty of us but there were seven Nephilites who never got the mistreatment I did being a daughter and a Nephilite. My brother Bill, and six others were all born on a Sunday (a nephilite prerequisite ) could not eat wheat, soy, or corn (strike two) and yet these were placed among the first born sons. the middle of the church The parents sat to the front in order of age and ranking then the deacon's Court according to Rank save for my Dad The high captain of the Deacon's court
When Reverend Holcomb and the deacon's court took aim at us there was a duck and cover strategy for the rest but Anne and I we just headed off into thr hills . There we lived on wild game and what we could grow. Anne had her cabin I had a tree house. I obtained a huge two story shed kit that I built on a platform followed a few simple ideas found the right place and boom safe house. But that was my last night to use this place i was already Wiccan before I left self dedication on a warm summer Night in 1993. Then Charles Stole that book and incited a witch hunt and the three girls they murdered over far less gold than I had. Well that was it for me. I took off that night and never looked back.
That gold bought an off the grid home in the new Mexico Mountains And I learned where all the goodies were Thus I had plenty to entertain myself making jewelry and helping this old apache woman supplement her income. I was in clover the house was perfect. and I should still be living there but Cults like this have allies. like the New Covenant Fellowship. They stole my home And usurped all control over the land. then some oil company stole it from them and it is a waste land today. unfit for anyone or anything.
I was held for a time at the New Covenant Fellowship's indoctrination center. One night in march I was chained out for throwing a lesson book out of my cell there. They left me at a stinking bog of a place they called conversion lake. well I converted again alright after my rescue I burned my Prairie dress and long under wear and, cut my hair Never to wear a skirt again! But the biggest part of my time was spent using the skills I had to create the money I needed to escape from the B.F.D.C. and N.C.F. by honest work gem hunting and panning. This was the smarter way the rule is know about the money hidden under your feet. So I taught Anne about it . She was astonished how easy it was Not that shoveling dirt into a Bucket and running it through a sluice box is ever easy , but the results were worth the work. It made us both think that if we had both been able to meet up sooner we wouldn't be here now.
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
[2-2-14]
[2-2-14]
Wow, What a day, I spent all day on binaurals and wow I'm working very hard to heal my body of a viral infection, that has my intestines and bladder tied up in knots. I haven't slept but I have meditated. I've been focusing on healing myself, over the past three days. Where most would be down for a month, I've only been down about a week. This is a nasty bug and it has not been easy to live with. I did get a little backup going to get
antibiotics. But with this virus I needed to kill that to heal. I'm working on my stress level too. That has been huge. Everything has been very quiet. I guess I'm coming into my power because I have been able to leave the pain and discomfort behind and go flying about there maybe some newer photos on you tube some where. I'm happy to just be quiet for a while.
Wow, What a day, I spent all day on binaurals and wow I'm working very hard to heal my body of a viral infection, that has my intestines and bladder tied up in knots. I haven't slept but I have meditated. I've been focusing on healing myself, over the past three days. Where most would be down for a month, I've only been down about a week. This is a nasty bug and it has not been easy to live with. I did get a little backup going to get
antibiotics. But with this virus I needed to kill that to heal. I'm working on my stress level too. That has been huge. Everything has been very quiet. I guess I'm coming into my power because I have been able to leave the pain and discomfort behind and go flying about there maybe some newer photos on you tube some where. I'm happy to just be quiet for a while.
I went to the doctor and Got what was supposedly some antibiotics The damned stuff didn't even come close to what ever was going on my intestines became fully engulfed in the problem. so I went to the organic food store bam one day on the stuff they put me on and What a difference! I should have used the natural stuff in the first place. I am very concerned that if medicine companies are putting out worthless medicines forcing things that work off the market or forcing changes in formulations until our medicines are no longer helping us that there is not going to be any choice than to go back to nature and holistic medicines.
Thus I bought a book on herbs to help me learn the things to grow and how best to grow them where to find them and what they look like. I've taken up meditation. and use of binaurals. This has helped in many areas of my life and when I can't sleep meditation is the best thing I can do,
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