Seeing things Clearly

I have been a little clouded in my thinking lately.  The fact that sometimes I feel my family blocks my intentions with their fears is justified . but it is unfair to say they are not putting in anything. the truth is they just don't know that they are donating small but stable amounts that can't do anything else for us to this future income. The facts are that they even in their dumbest however can't
 even read a bank print out tells me that they are not going to catch on to my actions so easily and it's too little an amount to mess with me over the second fact is that this money is not wantonly spent as my late brother would have done is saying far more than the usual they are that much more to the good. it is finding the one beginning investment to make all this grow that I want right now. Though it doesn't sound like much
I'm building but far too slowly to make anything good happen it's all about the next two years. finding the money, and making the beginning of a future and praying the elites don't put a hit out on the middle
class and poor first. This beginning, must get us to our own place without a mortgage home. but how else can I get the money when the earning part is not as good as it should be? Goddess I wish I could find some forgotten  stash some where and that I could use it to enjoy a better life but get real here there are so many ways that the elites steal from us that they have all the laws on their side.  Yet I still find that by the
truest laws  that if a man finds gold, on his land and has the need for it, and seeing that it was on his land by  right that gold should be his! But

the way laws are now the elites own us and everything we have. this is not the way it should be and thus every night I hear my cousin Anne praying that this be ended and the just way and laws be returned to. no more of these laws that benefit one industry over another such as obummer care. no more of these laws that  that benefit the wrongful burdening of our social services systems. It is time for justice. and justice can only come if everyone of every religion asks for it. But those too afraid to see that there must be the money set aside for future  needs as well as for today must be forced to set aside what they need. thus what I am doing not for myself but my family. if there is to be any future, then I must make it alone with the hope that it will be enough to at least sustain us. because of the fact that employers are going to continue stealing the wise employee must weigh the options of not having a living income made by wiser choices of investing, a portion of their earnings.  This is what must be done it's a hard choice. and the kids may cry because they can't have things now but think instead of what you will be needing later and the better choices are
always clear.  Every one should have a plan and stick with it no matter how hard things get.  Not buying billy a bike today might ensure he goes to college tomorrow. the rational sound plan is harder but it makes for a sound future.