Random thoughts

I've been telling my family to buy silver for the future because I'm saving to buy a house and this is the way I'm getting the money to do so Currently I have $1936.52 at the current spot price of 15,74
. Not a lot is it? But because of certain economic factors I believe that building up a stash of silver is a smart way to get a home in the future. Right not the price is a buyers price.This is why buying silver now is a great idea the price is down and when our fiat currency crashes, and the banks have a real estate glut on their hands because they had to fore close on just about every one to try to get money out of the middle class and working poor  who by the way are passing on traditional houses in favor of tiny single room living, at around $40,000.00  Which are mobile and there fore easy to conceal from creditors. While walking away from the traditional 3&2's These in my opinion are not houses in any sense of the word. I call these "pocket homes".
 These pocket homes are far too small for my claustrophobic mind. But more and more people are divesting of the hundred and fifty thousand dollar price tags and mortgages with their high interest rates, and getting these "Pocket homes." Most of them on wheels adding to the glut of traditional houses that cannot be sold. Further driving down the housing market so banks are having to fore close on builders taking entire sub divisions And in my area there a numerous luxury homes still offered for sale. Many never occupied save by homeless and rebellious teens Who play at "devil Worship,Who leave symbols that scare off buyers. This is driving down home prices even thought the government is claiming that home prices are rising again. I'm seeing something else entirely

An Acorn In ferguson

[11-27-14]
  Pat Riley stood in green rider Uniform unseen by the towns people save for the old man on the bench in the city square. She had come to wage war on this grinning old demon,
by waging peace. Ferguson Misouri, Came out in favorable Unity not to loot or destroy anything, not to chant of the wrong that had been done.
Pat, picked up a single acorn from a tree on the square and drew out a sharpie marker. She began to speak in Sindarin.
 "Icea nidia verga protea, Berka Fenhu Lithias ta vernu!"
 "Protection and prosperity grows with this seed."

The old demon was no longer smiling  He could not get to her some how he was blocked from her and she dropped the acorn into the stump hole of a recent cut down tree.
"How dare you!" the old demon bellowed
"you cannot banish me!"
He shouted and cursed at her in some language far older than that of any race before.
"I think I just did." she chirped. "Flee for your life old fool!"    Then she dropped the Acorn. A circle of light spread from the hole outward. The old man was gone and peace fell over the town of ferguson.

 I find the holidays the hardest time of year.  While I take some pleasure in the opportunity to do charity to both man and beast alike, there was a day, a few years ago when I was lonely and tired. I was hiding in this little town and saw these kids playing in the yard of a newly constructed brick house. their mother and other relatives in in  the house, finishing their holiday meal preparations.  Cars parked in tandem along the street, On both sides. It was a quiet road I was hiding near by in an old building that was almost covered by old trees my pickup hidden in a deep ditch out back invisible from the road. The scene was a picture of holiday happiness. I caught a goose that was loose by the road  in my need for a meal. I waited until the family was inside at their own meal before I cooked my own bird. I feasted on bitter memories of the cult I had escaped from. As I watched the kids and their family sit down to a feast together. I was sad
"Why was my home so bad, when so many others had a good home? Did I not deserve a good home too?"
I was not yet ready to see what the truth really was I blamed myself for Everything bad that happened. But remember how I was raised. I was acursed by God and Jesus. I was a Nephilite. I watched the family in that house afraid that they might come looking to see why smoke was coming from the building just fifty yards from their house but may be the fact that the wind blew the smoke away from this house and that I built my fire in a deeper hole and shielded it from prying eyes with a wall of brick  oner the one window, that was there. It was a long peaceful night.  The next day However I was forced to move on. Two  B.F.D.C. bounty hunters stopped at the house after showing  photos of me to the home owner and telling them how dangerous I was. The conversation was as follows
"Good Morning  Sir."
The bounty hunters said. as they aproached the homwe owner and a companion dressed un hunting clothes.
"Happy holidays to you gentlemen, What can I do fer ya?"
The Home owner asked. His companion stood near by just listening


 " We are looking for this boy an escaped Mental patient. His mame is Sean Riley, and he  is a very dangerous sociopath."
The first man said. The home owner looked at his wife Who stood in the front door, she nodded and went into the house.

"He escaped from a mental health facility over six months ago."
The second man  adds handing them a flyer with the details they were using. I could hear only thanks  to some thing acquired at my last job. Something seemed off in the tone of the home owner and his companion. The two men seemed to be engaging the Bounty hunters keeping them talking.
 
"Oh really? How dangerous is this Sean Riley?"
The home Owner's companion asked. looking at the flyer.
   "He kills for fun and with no provocation."
 The Men were told. They listened then the home owner said "You look like a couple of nice fellers, but What mental instutution  did you say this sociopathic Killer escaped from   again?"
I saw his wife in the house on the phone.
the two bounty hunters looked at one another.      
 They seemed not to have an answer, and some how This was not going their way. Thunder rolled behind me as I watched the scene play out. I had little cloice the place where I hid my truck was fifty yards away from  where I hid across open ground.  

Then arrived two sheriff's deputies driving fast. The home owner and his companion  both smiled at the bounty hunters.  Who blanched as the two men  faced them.        
"If you really lost a dangerous Sociopathic mental patient these boys here can help ya find him."
The home owner said. I stayed out of sight and watched as the bounty hunters were cuffed and led away.

"What had just happened?"

 Then I saw something that chilled me to the bone. The home owner his companion wore Pentacles showed them proudly to the bounty hunters, and laughed as the sheriff's deputies did the same. This town I was hiding in was a city of witches!
 two men were led away the sheriff's cars passed my hiding place and I hid shaking. Those bounty hunters were not going to see ther light of day again. I knew it and I felt sick!  To me it was a renewed terror that made me flee. after what seemed like hours passed, I finally was able to get to my truck and escape.  

"Witches saved my ass again, That's the second time this had happened." I contemplated, As I drove away from that town  My body shuddered I sweated and actually threw up along the road side a few times. The bird's left overs, discarded in the ruin I had been hiding in. I was too terrified to take them. I was thinking as I drove along the road way in to the on coming storm that was ahead of me.
"It's insane and yet it has happened twice!"
I had to pull over and try to think. But something inside me screamed all the louder.
"Twice Satan, had saved me from the B.F.D.C. What did he want with me out of all the nephilites?"
I thought. The storm cleared and the next city that came up. I got a hotel room and fell asleep exhausted.  I woke three days later as I gathered my stuff the manager came pounding on my door. I opened it and two cops stood behind him.  I coughed a little and then said
"What day is it?"
You owe me two nights more."

"O.k."
I said calmly still groggy.
I paid him then after the cops left I noticed the dirty walls and less than clean sheets on the beds
asked. "What day is it?"

"Friday."
The manager answered more pleasantly.
 
"I'm sorry to take up your room for so long. I never heard any one."

"You never heard us?"  

He asked. I shook my head and he laughed.

"You were tired then."

he said.
 He was right, I had been tired I was trying to out run the devil. I drove on the next day I found a restaurant and got some fries not wanting to burden my stomach too much. I didn't throw up again I found work in Dallas. and was there for several months. The boss was one of those born again christians who believed women and young boys, were the play things of powerful men, and when I caught him raping a seventeen year old male employee. I  called the cops on sight walking out of the store's inventory room, and when the cops came to the store the manager denied it but the cops staff and customers suddenly gasped as the entire electronics section lit up with the security video. Showing the crime in progress. The Manager stood his face reddening as he was led away.  The victim's parents lookd at the manager. Mouths open in shock and horror as female employees also came forward the boy looked at him.
"If we don't  submitt to him we are fired."
He said.

"Who put that Video up?"
a cop asked.
No one knew but I had decided to make myself scarce. This was something the B.F.D.C. would make a big deal over. and they did show up in Dallas three weeks later.

"Mr. Allison, we hear you are a good honest christian man under false accusation with which we can help you if you  cooperate fully with us,"
Reverend Holcomb told the pervert.
  "You may have seen this boy at your store?"
 "Steve yeah he worked for us, and he and that gaybo brat Millner They framed me then the other employyes...."
Allison began. "I'm a good christian man..."
Holcomb smiled as he patted the pervert's shoulder. Comforting him with false compassion.
"I know and believe me, I do understand. satan's minions are everywhere, That boy you called Steve, is one such evil being."

Allison sighed.

"He faked video footage showed it in the store the day I was arrested. Him and that gaybo bastard Millner."
       
"Don't worry just tell me where Steve lives and I will prove you innocent beyond any doubt."

Allison sighed. No one knows Steve's address was a post office box in a near by town. Bx 192  Warcrossing Texas. "

Allison replied. the man fat and balding looked at the reverend who Smiled.

" That is indeed a smart demon Then WarCrossing Texas you say. The very edge of Tartarus Valley... Interesting."
Holcomb said as he suddenly left the visitor's room.  He sent out more bounty hunters but a news cast forced him to call them all back only hours later.  The deacon's Court were caught executing a fourteen year old rape victim. a reporter telling the story for zzn news said.
"Police aren't saying who called in the anonymous tip that led them to this field, just outside of Belle Starr Texas, late last night, But what They found, was a scene from a horror movie. in a circle of thirty men was a fourteen year old girl tied to a post and oil soaked wood and brush piled around and over her beaten and raped body. Today forensics got to work and the field is being dug up. Hundreds of human remains are being uncovered as the digging continues. More informaation is comming in as we speak and as you can see behind me the field is yeilding up thousands of bodies buried by a cult called the Baptist Fundamenaltist  Disciples of Christ. Located in near by Belle Starr.  The remains were buried after being burned then crushed by a large plug of stone driven into the hole over which the stake was placed on a platform. The bodies of these victims, were then crushed  huge stone plugs that were left to be spat, deficated and  urinated on by members of the deacon's court. These men Denied any wrong doing and claimed they are doing God's work, but the proof is all around me."
Wade Metzler ZZN News.    
I was no longer in that town of course. Leaving quickly Millner and his fellow employees of the store  also quittting for safer pastures after several men in black suits tried to interrogate them, about me.

My cell phone rang. I let it go to voice mail

"Hey Steve where are you Man? you got rid of sherman Allison the local perve! call me back bro. "

Three weeks latter a cop came to my old shed and found the phone.  He smiled
 "Clever boy this Sean Riley He knows to dump the tech toys."
 He told his partner later.
It was smart to dump these gadgets. The number was traceable and the contents were unsecured. I knew that from my searches on the internet.
             

       

THe danger on the winds G.M.O. POLLEN SPORES

Everyone misses something  I guess but hey those of you in Iowa and Other big grain  producing states where there is this new lung disease affecting your kids. Have you ever thought that the pollen of FDA approved genetically modified food crops brought this about?  O.k. I'm no ex[pert but it just stands to reason if these crops no matter if they are approved or not aren't fit for living being consumption, Animal or human then they are dangerous.  Hello, I may be stupid to the wealthy assholes trying to kill me but even I can see that when someone writes the intention to murder billions in stone and is currently acting upon  that agenda  I know what ever they create is for the purpose of my death. so that they can profit. Hello the G.M.O. Crops Produce pollen ! that is carried by bees , and butterflies and the like to ruin the real food crops. But more over it get's carried on the wind and pollutes the air you breathe!  Just saying here Really but it just stands to reason this is dangerous !

who lied to the .01%

I am not sure why but I feel a  lot more tense. Everything Every one does any more, is about money.  This being the case, money and the need for it keeps growing while the amount you get keeps on shrinking. Money and the elites are things I write about often .  I keep thinking that the reason  mary doesn't have a job is so that when mom crosses over, we can leave Temple.  But without any money where can we go? Why is it that mary always seems to be the one who ruins my hopes and dreams. I keep seeing a terrible thing happening and Texas, comes out on top, every time so long as assholes like greg abbott, don't get this country. We might stand a fair chance.  pollution and corruption, are everywhere else. The elites are using the book of revelations, as a guide to destroy the poor but disguise it as religion while they sneak about Why are these mentally ill,  pagan, gaybo, bastards committing human  sacrifices daily? Don't they know that there are consequences to their brand of magic? and putting poor people out of work to raise the bottom line is crap. Budget management doesn't mean shipping jobs overseas either. Where did they get the insane idea that   trying to make it to where  they will fill their blood soaked pockets even more than  they are already filled by robbing others will work ? But this is bill shit. The truth is that if the elites wanted to really make money they'd be protecting workers and creating more jobs not the here today gone today mc-jobs that make up the so called  "Texas miracle" of  Rick Perry, But real Full time employment! Part timers cost more in the long term.
1) Who told this lie to the elites?

A)Why do they think that they could and should make the world conform to them?

2) Who are the core people of the seven heads and ten horns of this beast ?

3)Why are they are taking the christian bible, and using it twisting every word to bend everything their way?.

4)What do they hope to gain?

5) Why do they try to distract us with aliens and crap that is not true as if we all are dumb  retarded people?

6)   How long have they been scamming those in power?

7) How can we defeat them?

8) Is there a way  to expose their evil and bring them to true justice?

9)Is there anything but thousands of years of hard work  ahead, that will undo all the damages they have done through their elite minions?

10) Do we still have the thousands of years it will take to undo this damage?

[6-26-14]

 I'm Not sleeping yet I thought after All the work I did today and getting very little sleep last night, I'd drift right off.
But For some reason I'm still so unsettled. What's going on with me?
Is it that my room not fully cleansed? You know the big deal, physically cleansed, energy  cleansed you know how it goes. I haven't energy cleansed The space yet. Goes without saying that I'm still very uncomfortable in my own space right now. I need to smudge this room. I'm still having some really crazy dreams right now. there's still too much of the fear getting into my world I'm trying to mind my own business right now. and My business is securing an income from investments and right by myself. Saving and stashing my way out of a bad deal. My dreams often depict an old milk cow, and a very ugly dog both of these are how I think of karen and bill. No surprises there. It's how I make them back off that is. Thank you Lord and Lady for your protection and council. The psi-dagger is coming to me at my call. This brings the armor, and thus protection and safety.
 I cannot say I'm left feeling badly for myself after these dreams.  get the same cold satisfaction and lack of any other emotion as I walk  away. In fact I would say this makes me feel, much stronger and superior mentally, to the three of them Johnny is in my mind a pig. And I have been hog attacked in my dreams and ho-opono- ponoed him into the size of a mouse,and he skulked away into the leaves no longer a threat. In each dream dad, (the man who loved to hit) was watching me as the others tried to kill me. laughing until I got the upper hand dad too has been in my dreams a lot lately in a bad context watching me get attacked not even trying to help me escape my attacker, but he was taking pleasure and laughing at my distress and I was in the fact that I was in terrible danger for my life, from my own siblings and an inlaw outlaw. He has even interfered in help getting to me. Why? But then again to his mind why let me live especially since he couldn't kill me himself and failed so many times in the years before he died. He couldn't keep me locked up in Austin State Hospital. and make me suffer The old fashioned evil things that people used to do there. He could kill me because something made him afraid to do so. and karen and bill made an agreement with him to get me locked up or kill me as they saw fit. I think their consensus is better I be dead than face the risk of my escaping and getting a far better life than they ever will have If I succeed It means that they have completely failed. Failure make them losers. and they are constantly failing. What then are these dreams saying?                                

Losing my focus I guess,I hate rich People, their disregard for others is very much a disease and a lot of poor people have caught. I would prefer to remove the cause of that disease. I.E. the tenth of a percent I don't look up to them and want nothing to do with them. How can they have the "Gayest place on earth," The Bohemian grove on one hand and deny the rights of gay people on the other? Where they make laws and ruin the lives of the rest of us world wide while also deciding to cause wars using old hates, and plagues using new versions of old viruses. Enslaving people, for their skills, and for disposable sex toys,and worse yet stealing from the world at large. Using wars and plagues to cover the thefts of cultural treasures, resources and alleged items of power. To keep themselves in power. Alleged items of Power Excaliber, the spear of destiny. Yeah Right the Elites need you to believe you are powerless that things and their fake currency can give you power. What nonsense! You are the power and you give it away! This is why satan nor jehovah, nor yaweh, or Jesus can give you power. They are constructs of the greatest lie ever told. And you all have believed in it for thousands of years. Giving away you power by affrirmation. "For mine is the Kingdom, the power and the glory forever so mote it be." It lives in you, you were created to be greater that the elites will allow. They fear us because their wealth won't protect them from us. Their security cannot stop us from  seeing their crimes and acting to decimate that wealth. Boycotting their businesses, and products, By burning their sacred places, Tearing down their Monuments. We can annoy them yes but the way they worked their businesses and their investments around the money won't stop flowing to them.  They use this money to steal and kill more people for more profit, What ever you may think of them as far as religion goes they are a power to be taken seriously in the financial world. there is no way you can buy anything withoiut giving them your money.        

Dumb Things

[6-28-14]

 There is more than enough evidence that aids was  a lab created attempt by the rich serial killers of the world at population control. This is however their business, to do harm unto others and to think their wealth and fancy lawyers will protect them from just consequences. Every night I step aside from the negativity of their kind. and mind my own business with laser focus. I think about the ways I can make the money that I will so desperately need very soon. Money for a home,and for investment that will provide for me when I an aged. As a cousin Sean Riley once wrote, For groups of those who want to escape bad relatives and cults the group needs secret supplies including money and clothing that is not worn by the cultists, and for each person involved in the escape plan, three times the money should be raised. 

 Well such is my plight I'm saddled with an idiot Lumber Lugger, I must provide safety and a home for, after my mom dies. I'm in need of honest labor,that will pay for investments, to provide income to help me keep that home and feed and clothe us both, It is a lot of work and there is no help. This brings me to constant prayers and stress so badly hieghtened by the way the serial killer rich want things to be, I'm looking for a safe place to go working as I can to get up the money to buy land and build a home some where out of the two enemy relatives reach. One gives ninety percent of their incomes to the church. The other to booze and whores I'm just glad that I am much smarter than they are. 100 percent of my income is in the plan to save my self and since I must this Lumber Lugger Idiot. Yet I at least eat each night and for now have a roof over my head, and clothes to wear worn out and cheap as they are. I have what I need. If I were to escape on my own I could end up doing very well. I learned how to find the money beneath my feet. I am looking forward to the day we drive away from here, "We need a place to go." 

My Lumber Lugger burden whines. I am the one who listens to her. Does she think I have no plan? I am looking, Praying, Casting and Saving. I know I won't have a lavish life style but there is going to be more than enough reason to think that those who think I should trust them will never have my trust. "Maybe they don't know....."  My sister Mary said. about the local grovers the rulers on the local level. But come on that's like the idiot mom on those Movies that says "Have you ever tried not being a....." Like it's a choice thing. groups like the Bohemian clubs are not like that! How stupid can she be?  both of these are idiotic comments.  Really your talking about a club of people who grew up rich enough that the devil himself is shaking in his boots! Jesus would wet his grown up diaper if he met these people, who come from all over the world. Truly There's only 2,700 members in the top of the grover society, The absolute top bastard  Hides behind this front stashes the treasure and provides the place and probably the effigy (or is it  human victim?), representing all of us, but named by the club as "Dull Care." Is she really that stupid? 

"YEAH RIGHT THESE LOCAL RICH GUYS DON"T KNOW ABOUT THE CREAMTION OF CARE RITUAL." You had better rethink that one Of course they do they partcipate in that same said ritual Every Summer Solstice. Secret places exist even here clubs that have super secret places in every city in the united states Europe, even now china and the middle east, Hey anybody who surfs the web sees these groups at one time or another. and What's really scary they attend church, mosque, temple, or what ever you call your house of worship they are devout in what ever religion on the public face of it but behind your back worship two horrible deities Lilith and Molech( a.k.a.Bale, Bail, bal.) And offer up to a forty foot stone idol a sacrificial human figure representing the rest of us. While the true sacrifice of our military and civilians who live in those places, that we were tricked into making war on feeds the demonic blood lust of these rich few as well as fills their pockets with gold, silver and jewels, Art works not seen in a life age of the world is kept in the grover's private collections the plunder of the nazi cult defeated in 1945, feeds a new demonic age. Is it any wonder that we fell for it all? and that idiots like mary exist and can say such stupid things as "Maybe they didn't know about the Cremation of Care." 

"Have they ever tried not being rich people?" God and Goddess. Well then again People with money aren't very smart look at the show, "Almost Royal." those two are truly stupid and would very much enjoy the Bohemian club.                       

I doesn't matter If....

Let me set this into my own perspective and I do not care if you agree or not. The members of the bohemian grove are wealthy serial killers that sacrifice us to their idol every July. They Disrespect all of us but especially our soldiers, and ourselves who happen to have morals no matter what our religion  or lack there of with a ceremony where we are offered up as sacrifice to an idol it's construction makes no never
mind in this context.this continuous disrespect should be addressed and no longer tolerated This organized CRIMINAL organisation, should be outlawed it's members tried and convicted under the law ans sentenced to the deepest hole that can be dug and thrown in.They have eliminated out constitution and made it an empty shell of the original, and removed any law that takes money from their pockets
 money which goes to
support all manner of programs that we do not know about and won't find out about until it's too late to do anything about it they have carved their ideals in stone in Georgia, and want to create a nation, and a world that is theirs alone and they will soon be murdering our  children in sacrifice to an ancient evil. these bastards should not exist but they do.  In My opinion if they are not stopped the current sacrifice in Israel and Palestine will make that land theirs and forget about the dome of the rock! The holiest Place on Earth is going to be theirs.

In my opinion what is the beast it is a criminal organisation made up of banks, military , educators, agribusiness, medical ,media, and governments.  That's the seven heads, The ten horns are the industry of man. power, food, medicine, you see where I'm going  the control, over the earth comes from control of the resources. They have all but one us. But we are failing fast. some of us fall to greed  wanting what we cannot have others fall because they have  control of one kind or another. i.e, Leverage.  This must be stopped and there is truly only one way to stop it. stop giving them your votes , your money, and your kids.

I think it's time that we do act just ignore the government and it's taxes stop with holding from your self buy and use only gold and silver no taxable currency as the republic of Texas does.  this currency thus has intrinsic value and will be there when this bunch of wealthy serial killers are gone.

Hey Every one Quick trivia question, What's the favorite food of the Grover Goddess and God? (These guys who we wiccans, witches, Satanists and pagans get lumped in with That give us all a bad name. If you want the answer look up Moloch and Lilith.
 Yeah then look at the age groups that are being killed in Gaza and Israel! This makes me want to play a game of whack a jack even more Featuring the Bohemian club as the Jacks. I don't think they deserve any mercy. Not after what they showed on Democracy Now, last night. Oh my God and Goddess This group sacrifices entire nations to their God and Goddess and if you look at what is happening in Gaza and Israel right now you can see who the targeted people are.  What sickens me is the person who started this the original attacker of Israel was not a palestinian but an American Business man. I.E. the use of old hatreds to kill and thus satiate their god and goddess, with blood sacrifices but no one over there can see that.
So grover minions over there can ensure that there will be fewer and fewer israelites and palestinians come time for the take over of that land by guess who Grover owned slaves, who will mine and frack it to death. But that's in the future. In the here and now.
Over here midterm elections are coming up, and there's no limits on the amounts of money the grovers can put into their candidates coffers. The grovers are preparing to spend billions to get those they want, into the congress and senate and preparing for the 2016 presidential theft. Get ready for the end of the constitution! We will get the sort of group the grovers want and the treasure in the grover vault will get even richer. Remember I showed you a single coin of that Treasure smuggled out by a security guard in the late 80's. It was tested it is real silver. The
test to determine what is the silver content of a coin? Hydrochloric acid solution three to one three parts water one part acid If the coin is pure silver it turns white. Any thing else and it's fake. Gem and mineral clubs teach you about this.

By the time the Grovers get to us and decide to sacrifice us to Moloch and Lilith, I wonder who they will have left to use as a scape goat for the new history of the world. After their minions wipe out all the middle east and recolonize it,with slaves who will die on the job. Well there's three candidates. Mexico, China, and North Korea. Japan may be sacrificed before they get to us, India and packistan before that, Russia is actually next in the lamb line. And well Just wondering you idiot doomsday preppers out there who let your plans be known on national geographic and the rest of you who think you have secured safe places to hide and stored up enough food and water to out last this criminal organisation of richer that God and less compassion than Satan bastards.                    

I H8 The Grovers

 My fellow Human being,
 I am a person out to get the truth. And I have something horrible to put before you. All over the world there are rich and powerful men who meet in a proprety called the Bohemian grove. where they Practice Idolatry, and hoard up illgotten gain that they use to keep poor and Middle Class people as slaves to them. They use every method at their disposal to keep us blissfully unaware of their true nature including fear and hatred of each other (Look at Shows on certain channels wives with knives Killer kids FEAR THY NEIGHBOR ect.)
 At Monte Rio California is a well guarded Stash of this kind. Art works Jewels gold and silver. Here is a picture of a coin from that hoard. Our Cammo clothes, hid us from the guards inside the grovers Lair and the police after we got out but we cannot risk going back for more. This Hoard was rich and can only get bigger and richer I wouldn't be surprised if they move it after our raid. If they have to move it they have the rescources to do so but the secuity says they won't have to.      

My grove experience. THE EWOK CLUB

We actually were high up in the trees  wearing Camo Print squirrel suits using the redwoods as a way to avoid the heat sensors and  the cameras that are every where in this horrible place. I couldn't believe what I was doing We were sitting in tree stands being as still as death itself. we were there to get court type evidence  of what these evil bastards were doing. We were there to get ashes from the Altar and any proof of the rumors of  Treasures more vast than  those of Rome or any other nation on Earth. My team Three of us were assign to the Cremation of care  Ceremony I held a very dry well cleaned metal thermos bottle We sat there Listening to the terrible rite from beginning to end the screams of the victim were drowned amid the cheers of those who watched it was truly a scene from hell  But now came the trickiest part The fires were out all was dark security had just passed and we had a very tight window while the heat of the stone altar would cover our actions. We climbed down and gathered  Ashes from the altar and then  I gave the signal to the other team  and Shouted "I'M TELLING!" Guards all  chased us trying to prevent our escape and yet when I was thought trapped  on a cliff above the Russian river, I jumped and thank the Goddess  and God  (NOT THE ONES THE GROVERS WORSHIP ) for Squirrel suits! We got back to the van that waited on a quiet road half a mile north of the Grove. The Thermos  was sent to a group that ran an Unknown substances lab in  Oregon. Under the most secret covers it was shipped along with other evidence gathered by police for other cases. The results said the ashes were human. The Leader of the Ewok club Returned with photos and actual physical evidence of Treasure. From inside a vault where security guards were putting large chests of treasure brought by members to await the pleasure of the club. documents that put a stated intent for the next year and the coins we each recieved one of to bind us to the task of brining justice on the Bohemian club. and when  I shouted out and the guards left to chase my group. they were able to get back to the river We all got out. I have had nightmares ever since. The  Ewok Club, has scattered to the four winds.  I was lucky to get out of Monte Rio Alive. But we all now know that there is murder going on at the Bohemian Grove I can no longer say it is an effigy. This was a human being burned alive to MOLOCH AND LILITH! But more over they are robbing us The people of the world of  vast financial and cultural resources. The richest of the rich men on earth, are worshiping MOLOCH AND LILITH! This is what gives Paganism and yes Wicca a bad name is these sort. I cried after I got home Yes men do cry when they mourn. I just saw a human being Murdered in a sacrificial rite!  And There is no Justice for them and hundreds more who's ashes Stain that blackened stone.  There is nothing I alone can do to help the world stop these men than what I have done already. The reports and ashes of their latest victim are  not lost but well hidden in hopes of the day when this goes to trial and these bastards are stopped I have shown you  the proof I had the Silver coin obtained that night The report on the ashes, and the Horror I have seen  there was far more terrible than anything I have ever seen. and I can only hope that the rest of you can really know the pain that is in my heart.  These bastards who could be doing so much to help us are Murdering us instead.                  

I know I said mind your own Business but ...

Everyone knows  about the Bohemian grove  And how high their security is there. But a cousin of mine recently drove all night  and most of a day to get away from that place as fast as he could forget about the paycheck he left behind. He's under age by three months and by law He's a run away but he and three friends took what seemed like the best summer job ever. It paid way too well  he told me as he tried to put into words what he saw. But something was wrong he had to under go  such a deep back ground check that  his new employer knew the exact hour he was born. He was going to work at the Bohemian grove. A rich men only retreat near Monte Rio Califonia . He was just picking up trash . but he saw the men  there dressing in drag, All the dumb  College type stuff.  Until he  saw the Cremation of Care Ceremony . This  was the horror that sent him and three friends fleeing  into the night and all the way to a Haven safe house in North Carolina Terrified because of what he and one of his buds may have seen. One of his buds also Claimed he saw a boy of ten years had been brought to the camp the night before by police officers From a near by town. My cousin thinks he saw a murder  and  thinks the "Effigy of Care was not an effigy at all but the child the cops allegedly brought to the camp.  The third boy who had been with them disappeared  and was not found. This made the two witnesses to this horror flee their safe house. I've tried to contact people I think will do something about this but their e-mail link was blocked and there was unwanted and almost immediate attention From the library security guard.  I know I tell everyone Mind your own  business and just focus on  your Needs. But This  has consequences  that affect us all and affect our business and our needs as well. If my cousin saw what he thinks he has Is there any proof ?  I need to know if anyone else in this area has suspicions of this kind . My cousin won't or can't because of fear tell me what he and his friends witnessed  but with the implications and the linking conspiracy theories  that abound out there , and after All I personally have survived This makes me look in their  direction and look very hard . Does anyone have any concrete proof I mean seen this cremation of care ceremony for themselves and is willing to risk this enemy the wrath  to all of us . then please present it to a group that will and can take action against them no matter how much money they have. Law enforcement or who ever   If there is proof and it is true that murders have been committed then the capture and punishment  Should happen. But my cousin has no proof except his word and the fear which sent him fleeing his job at this alleged murder site . Which the enemy can spin into an insanity case, very quickly. Is there any real presentable in a court no doubt of what you are seeing of sitting in the jury box by the  law  proof? Not just internet conspiracy crap. Is there any proof Show me the remains of a victim of these rich men. So I can act on it in true honor and know in my heart I'm not just acting on some I think I saw this or that legally obtained proof.   I hate to say it my cousin was really scared by what he saw and thinks he saw happening. and the sudden loss of the third person in their party hints at something illegal having happened.  The third boy is not at home from what another relative that lives in the same area has said. The two families are getting loads of dead ended phone calls and heavy breathing calls, But again this proves nothing of what was reported by the other two                 it just proves there are idiots out there who want to terrify others.  This other kid maybe hiding else where  or have started for home  tired of the fear and not witnessing anything himself.    

STAY FOCUSED

 
  The hardest part of knowing that mary expects to share in my savings plan and to directly benefit from this silver I'm saving to get a future income.
  I can't help what she thinks is going to happen. I have to monitor myself and what I know will happen. Time is not on my side, and to be saddled with this shit that I am it's going to mean actually writing myself a transfer slip at the end of the month. I need to be very aware of my thoughts and not be like these nose to butt fucking people. I need to STAY FOCUSED just on getting the money to buy silver. So that my future even one stuck with mary, is better assured. I just topped the 103 mark. I should be glad of that and express gratitude to the Lord and Lady for the little I have. But instead of being grateful I'm acting all Christian, greedy & disdainful. Is that an energy I'm feeling? Or have I not come far enough that there is still no difference between me and them?  I'm doing this alone with only my own money   yet mary expects to share in my reward and I am disdainful I have to remember there's a brother out there who wants me dead, and a half assed half sister that would see me locked up as fast as she can get me into a cage. I need a person on my side at least mary isn't completely dishonest about her intentions. I need to stop this way of thinking Be grateful  and willing to share. More Meditation Time is in order. More work with the ho-opono-pono.
I think I am really messed up I was actually having another nasty dream thing last night doing a you tube video that showed a place that was well hidden and no one could find it. this place had been carved out of a cliff the stone cut out of this cliff face, was used carefully to hide a small cabin. This one room building was a prize of the gang. I was making all kinds of snide whispered comments about the search teams and how my brother's gang had well provided this hiding place. And have no Idea what they had done for me. My hard work to hide my cabin was paying off. How I had failed to have hide outs in the past now as I learned how to hide I got better and better at doing this. How the enemy out there was "So Stupid because they are Christians." Come on Pat this is not how a true pagan acts. you need to wake up and do the chant again.
 "They could shine a light right on this cabin and never see it. Christians are that stupid!" I was laughing at them as I watched the lights on my trap cameras, from my hiding place move across the hills around me. By morning they had passed and I was in a well supplied fortress, well hidden from them. They burned everything in the canyon  to drive out the game so I couldn't hunt. They tried everything right up until they were busted and I laughed at them. "I don't have to meet the others in Salado until Friday there's no need to run no one will find me. And so long as they think I'm not here I'm good. Yeah I took off again. Not the best way to put it Really I just need some space So I did call my mom after I was sure mary  had gone to work
"Well Why did you take off like that?"  She asked in that whiny tone she uses to induce guilt like she was the one hurt  But I couldn't tell her I was pissed off that they think that they are going to share in my savings plan even though they don't put in a dime. "The truth is I'm not up for sharing."  Hell No don't say that. "I'll be home soon." I told her I was a job lead. It didn't pan out they want kids  &  immigrant workers who don't cost anything."  Can't say she bought it. But at least she was quieter when I hung up.    
 

6-18-14 More money matters.

[6-18-14]

  I'm  thinking even harder than ever about the money thing and the answer always comes up the same invest responsibly in already established companies that do good for others. but companies that are not a cancer on our social services system.
 Recently Target began touting their charity work and Wal-mart also began touting American Jobs. I see a bunch of Terrible things about Target and Wal-mart in the "real news". But can you trust what you read? Anything that comes from the TV or journaistic side of media, I tend not to trust it at all. I need to mind my own business any way. Right now I'm only to think about the things I need and will need and it all comes back to money. That's all, it's  just money! I want to have a home and a way to get food and clothes this I need money. IF this Secret thing can truly work for me then money will and must come to me. I am going to work soley upon getting an income that will at least Comfortably shelter, feed and Clothe me and this stupid Lumber Lugger, Who cannot make it on her own. That I'm stuck with the care of. I need Money and I need it to grow fast and I need to start now. Today! Pennies, nickles, dimes and quarters  won't cut it I need major cash Another fifteen hundred dollar find would be a nice start. I'd open a secreted bank account and that would be used to buy into investments in those good companies. Mom and Mary cannot know about it.  God and Goddess, Remember me and the very good things I do as best I can among these greedy, cheating, lying and morally corrupt christians and help me establish an income, so that I will live in peace and freedom forever.
So mote it be.

I'm thinking constantly about Money. Goddess I think about it all the time and the only reason is the future, And what will happen if I do not have money there will be such a terrible suffering and it will not end.
Unless I can prevent it More than my self will needlessly wander and hide and run from police, locals and politicians out to line their own pockets with taxpayer money. Homeless people end up in death camps. I need your help to make that money I need a money spell that works no matter how those two lumber luggers try to stop it No matter how much Jehovah and Yahweh and Jesus try to interfere with it I must cast a wealth spell that works. "FAILURE IS CERTAIN DEATH!" I summon money to me daily I need wealth. Or My future is certain a forgotten mass grave.    

My Thoughts (Sean Riley A Witches Survival guide)

[6-20-14]

 Mary is right so o.k. the first things we should do is make damned sure we have food in the house. Can't let the Lumber Luggers starve. There goes your savings Right. Well maybe not. I built treasure chest on spare change. So I know how to let it go. I know too my family has cheated me many a time.  But You have no recourse with relatives when you have a lable. They made your life miserable Promising and never delivering on promises because they'd never have the money and there is the biggest point of contention. M-O-N-E-Y, and how we should use it! Survival for me would be a lot easier. But With even one of my stupid lumber lugger relatives and money, They are so like the mill stones around my neck. My sister mary however is so caught up in details that she is the one who would crawl away and die is she were on her own. I'd survive but life wouldn't be easy, I'd fare far better with out Mary around, but I'm stuck with her I get that. There's never going to be enough money for anything with her around. and that two and one with the shed out back that I'll have to rebuild and fix up to live in, on my own will be the death of my money,& My money, be the only thing I have to get me out of that place. And mary will do as my lumber lugger relatives always do and try to cheat me out of it. I need Money to get away when the other relatives, karen and charles, come after me and try to use my label.
I know mary won't help me so being able financially to escape them is the next best option. This takes big money. Money being my greatest need,is the hardest thing to obtain and I can think of little else. If you need to run away and the last thing a run away thinks about is money. You have to think about that first and foremost. establishing an income, that will sustain you in those darkest days of your escape.
The first year or better.
 Think on this you who want to escape a group such as the F.L.D.S. or like my life was in the B.F.D.C. Like my cousin Sean I was a Nephilite. This means that I had major need of money to escape. I was lucky as was Sean to learn that money had been right under our feet. But not all of us are that lucky. So get a job and set up a plan to hide the money. This is important! Also set aside that you might invest that money. Do this and build what you need to escape. Plan on seven to eight hundred thousand per person. Remember you have no expenses, others are supposed to feed and clothe you until the day you escape. another part of that plan have any bank statements go to another address rather than your own. But never have banking info online.
 third point of the plan put your relatives at ease pretend to be christian or what ever be the poster child for their belief system. Secretly do your work save your money then bam! disappear leave it all behind Go to work or school, and just sneak out another door. So long as you are in the same city limits and maybe even the same state  as your relatives, or cult (both in my case) assume they are going to catch you. The fastest way out is get a bus ticket Plan out where you are going to go to hide out a while first. This is not a vacation so don't go any where you can be seen keeping your self safety comes first. You want to stay in an area that is not as crime ridden as most places. if you can get your job transfered out of state, then you are one up. Stay in as much as possible.
 If you must take company along the price goes up by three times per person. THat's right as a group do not leave your escape fund in the hands of just one person every one needs to put in in equal measure and decide where your final destination is going to be before you go. and where you are going to safe house for the year or two that you will need before you leave. The records of this plan must be safely kept in a secure place. Don't  keep it in your locker at school or in a place in your family home.  And never announce your plans.        

                 "What I did Wendnesday"
 I took a jewelry making class And Take a good look at what I made. On Their Face book page or at
www.justbecauseboutique.com
Now these People couldn't say anything to scare the locals Like

"Evil Eye talisman Class."

 But that is indeed what this is and there are a lot of people who took this class. Now that I have this talisman and can make more of them I'm Liking this more and more. When I Got home I made pics straight away but can't find my camera cable to transfer them to the computer. This group of Pagans opened a Shop that may take the place of Hobby Lobby with me at least The Prices are more fair and the stuff you learn to make like this "Dragon's eye pendant" is way cooler. I'm looking to learn a lot more.

 Both of these are cool I enjoyed doing them  Especially the evil eye talisman . in the second photo I hand painted the eye on a glass gem then did this cool wire wrap to be a sculptural element. both of these are very cool and since the dragon's eye is a sculptural piece even more than the cab of tiger's eye, that I waited all winter to do, I'm just as proud of both and am loking forward to the next gem show in October.

                  "So What Is a witch to do?"

  I'm trying to build an income for myself. I have very little to use for this purpose. I need to invest with an eye toward profit but also invest in a company that shares my veiw of the responsability to community. The kind that doesn't burden our social services system that Sees people as people not machines, and doesn't see them by color, religion, gender or age. This limits possibilities to very few indeed. in fact it really limits my portfolio to zero.  I'm quite at a loss that our corporate system is so corrupted. So I am relying upon Evil that harms my planet, community, and burdens the social services programs that many in our community truly need. Lots of Hooponopono, just to free myself from the guilt I feel when I even consider an investment in any kind of company.(Can you see how the Waltons and Mc Donalds tarnish the reputations of our Corpor stocracy and thus effect the stock market with their unfair practices?) Be that as it may, I need to invest my wisely This money must be invested for profit and return dividends that hac in turn be imnvested and make me more money. But how can I off set this investment in the evil empire, Of darkness, to pay for a home to replace the one that I will all too soon lose? I do even  more Ho opono pono Meditation and thinking about it I do still  More Ho opono pono Meditation and pray for an answer to my questions. It hurts me to think that to make any money investing  at all that I will have to invest in the dirty dealing, back stabbers who let children of their employees go to bed hungry while they dine on the finest of everything. I can't in good conscience do things like this it's against the rede and the Law of threes. When I must leave here I will need money and thus I have no choice but to do the distasteful things now and make this  income happen Even when I don't want to do harm and I'm minding my own business Something I do that is good for me, hurts others and thus Hurts me. Every night I pray that I can some how forgive myself. But the things we must do today are to Give us a fighting chance tommorrow. yet to me that is no excuse. I am sad because of what I must do because of those who  are so stupid that they  think that they can get away with doing "God's work."  I'm Just in that bind where if I do not make a smart money move soon that my small amount of money that I do have will be little comfort to me tomorrow.
This is a big problem for me when I go looking at the things that are around me and I see the darkness. I see the serious ways this affects the world around me.    

Safety nets

[6-5-14]

 Since I was thinking about this, The basic steps to control this mental mess are simple enough the more you work on quieting the mind, the easier it becomes. So it follows that the more you work at making things happen the easier that becomes too. Just keep plugging away at the walls and sooner or later you get them out of the way. So it is for me. My power is in this mind that I have, and to heal that mind and make my power useable to me, is a task in it's self. But what I'd like to accomplish is something that I truly want. To obtain Gold and Silver in it's raw forms and turn it into something I want my own pentacle! setting in my own choice of gem, and putting my personal power into it. It's a pet project. I love making beauty. This piece will be beautiful.
At least to me. The purer the better.
 I'm thinking about the things I'm hoping to do. Money is the life blood of my future so I buy silver as I get closer and closer to becoming mentally powerful I'm thinking about how I am financially set This part of my life is not good. I want to make that change happen. and I'm feeling like this is something that can make it happen. Looking at the things I see going on the rich now own every thing.And I am forced thus to become wealthy so that I may live and own a home.
 I must become rich. Those without money are homeless and thus a threat to society. If I want to help others, I must help myself first which answers the age old question myself or others? Definitely MYSELF FIRST! So I'm off to do something for myself. Spiritual People, Be glad! the question has been answered! MYSELF FIRST! Why is that? YOU CANNOT HELP OTHERS IF YOU ARE UNABLE TO HELP YOUR SELF FIRST! Great I don't feel so bad about the things I want to do now.
 I'm reworking an old money tree spell that I've been  trying to make work but it seems to have a few draw backs, Namely pests such as birds and bugs.  Maybe it's the type of tree I'm using. So I reworked the spell, and  have been waiting and watching. I'm using a fruit bearing tree Thus the fruit is supposed to feed me, and thus save me money in that regard.  and  to assure a fair energy exchange I'm saving as much as I can  sticking  very hard to the money rules dictated by the book "The Richest Man in Babylon" by George S Classon. I've been trying to do this since I was eight . I found out I couldn't eat candy and drink cokes or enjoy other sugary sweets that my bratty peers did so life for me was pretty bland. Being a Nephilite (under the old B.F.D.C. crap rules  I wasn't supposed to have money any way. I wasn't supposed to live past ten years or age either but here I am. a full  fledged witch, Blessed be.  So I "broke the rules,"  often,  surprisingly I was  never caught at it. My family wasn't very diligent save for the deacon's court and. they missed a great deal. It worked out well for me and my cousins any way. We have Silver saved up as well as cash and buy as much as we can each time building up a savings which will when needed provide for us an income that will support having a home and it's expenses For each of us. Sean , Anne and I each look at the Spot price and add $5.00 for the coin dealer to work out how much we need before we can go to buy more silver.  The best place to keep up with that price is, www.silverseek.com , They tell it like it is and you can pretty much see what's going on on the charts they post. We all work from this site then add $5.00 per ounce to come up with how much money we need to buy ten ounces or more. then we take three months to save every cent we can get to save it up and buy silver bullion. I'm glad to say that this seems to be working and there will more than likely be three bought out right houses in the hill country one day soon. The fact of the matter is that saving in this way means our house buying money isn't gone.it's safely tucked away out of the reach of everyone who thinks that they can claim it. It's honestly earned , and there fore it's money that no one but we can claim . This for us is a safety net and gives us some financial security but for my mom and sister there is no such safety net. thus Mary, get's upset  about money. She has no safety net.How many actually do?
       

The Hardest Part of future focusing

[5-29-14]
 O.k. Minding my own business again.  This means don't waste time and energy thinking about the dumb way other people see things. The fact that the other person is dumb enough to throw away their own future only make this that much better for me. Mom is not a saver she's a dying woman who intends to leave no estate for her care givers to use to move on. Less weight on us? mary is a frustration She works from a fear based position only. Mom doesn't care and is indifferent to her family and disloyal to her god. I have No time for them. I need to think about an investment thing as soon as possible. And income producing investment this is my business. This should be my only concern. Raising five to ten thousand in silver as a solid asset and then investing then money into something to start my income. I have no time to worry about them.
But worrying about them seems to be reserved for my  dreams.  The seriousness of my situation is not lost on me. The anger that is displayed when I get hold of more bullion, They speak negatively to their church groups about me. The things mom alone has said came back  recently and this other church lady remonstrated the rest saying " Pat rides horses . Horses would never suffer a witch! They would stomp her to death." Mom realized that I beat her on that one. The horse VS Witch myth has saved lives since Salem. When a witch hunter declared a woman innocent because his own horse allowed her to ride it. She was the wife of a black smith. and was around horses quite often.  This is one of the untold Witch hunt  stories.
 A myth that I very much enjoy the perpetuation of the myth about horses and witches being enemies .   Ah this is a laugh ever time I hear of it But it still proves the point that a witch should be a horse person so that this myth will protect them from the stupidity of Christian beliefs.
 I put up a picture of my house last night  a complete house plan  This house is a good plan open first floor  The second my mom saw it she tore it down while I was at work.  I just put up a second set. in my room safe from the christian goal wall Hey  It's my future I should plan it. Right now I'm fixing my forever  income, to get and keep my forever home.        

Minding My Own Business

When you are trying to future focus your self  there is something you cannot do. you cannot let the things other people do affect what you are trying to focus upon .
 Right now my focus should be upon nothing else but my forever income the well spring from which many golden  streams will flow. Right now I'm building  solid assets from which I may create other liquid assets.  Mom and Mary cannot grasp what I have learned so they are really lost  Right Now. So I'm minding my own business.  I'm working on savings and thus building the future through industry of my own hands. Pics will be posted later  While other local businesses are tearing down thousands of well placed business card sized post it notes I am making more of them to replace the ones that they are taking down and tossing  I'm making wands Not the Olivander's quality but these are the same style as the wand I made for myself. Not fancy but utilitarian. My jewelry is unoffensive but  pretty  Pics will follow as I make them. And I'm advertising it as best I can. though local businesses tear the ads down as fast as I post them. My goal for this leads me back to my personal business the money I need to build my forever income.
 Upon this my future survival depends.
 I'm looking for investments that won't make me regret investing in them, from "KARMA"  because of how the businesses treat their employees and their Customers. I want to invest in a business that is environmentally responsible and doesn't burden our social services which since the rich serial killers are going to get rid of  all the social services such as welfare any way is a good thing. I am also gardening Most heavily, saving seeds from my produce so that I can grow more and more food. This is how I grow my income .  " PERSONAL INDUSTRY " Right now off line, But maybe one day online The money of  such groups as Pay pal and the other on line theft devices just makes me sick.  So here's the deal If I post an Email explicitly to sell my stuff on line  And can post pics will anyone be interested?
 Recently the christian element  of the house hold decreed that if I didn't have a buyer for something I could not  just make it in hopes of selling it later. No more jewelry making supplies."  My mom is the same way so I'm stuck with a lot of merchandise and no return on it . My current employer docks my pay for what ever she can so I only make six bucks per week. So saving everything is the only way I can get silver, right now every three months and only if there is money in my own personal bank account  on a quarterly basis. but it may get cut to once a year.  If Mom and Mary have any say in it. they get angry when I do go to buy silver because it represents  the good future I intend to have.
So I just keep on going. They look with greed at my growing hoard of silver.   But they leave it alone because they believe that they will share in the results of the solid asset I'm building. My basic questions are   What makes up a n income producing Portfolio?
What needs of others can I meet  by honest means, to make more income ?
 How do I  protect my advertising from others who take it down? Just keep putting it up. Every time you go to a store where you placed an ad put up a new one. Keep Plugging away at  it day after day month after month year after year.  Basically I ignore the rest and I'm minding my own business and building a forever income.

[5-21-14]
 What a great day. It has been most interesting. It brings up a question When does writing a spell become the same as casting it? Indeed this is interesting The need for this spell to work is strong, and not even having cast it I seem to have the favor of the God and Goddess. I followed instructions, so far making out the post it that was the standard business card size. Keeping it clean and simple, With the name, and the phone number a good space and then the slogan. Good, clean, and worthy of a look. Already I've sold a wand! $35.00 Though my wands are not as good as Those of olivanders fame, they don't have the $70.00 price tags of the rest either. $35.00 is a good price. Last night we had dinner at Alexander's in Salado. Hangar steaks, Potatoes aspargus, and cremebrule' I think we did well.I think today was the day that we celebrated the three birthdays in our year, along with mother's day and Sister's day. All these Celebrations in one night We shouldn't need any more till yule.It's all good. But to find a home for sunmaker, this is great! But it still doesn't fill my need for a home. But it gets me closer to that. Keep following Classon to the front door of your own home my heart tells me So by asking the God and Goddess to open up possabilities for my jewelry. I'm Hopeful, that I will find something that will lead to my first home.
   

              Healing my mind and soul.
I've been working with the solfeggios now for well over a year. I haven't been taken by aliens or swept off into some utopia. I have been finding that I have wanted to take more control and deal with my own reactions to the world at large.   I am trying to get my own home. Saving denying my self any pleasures and helping where ever I can to get this mess turned around and in those times when I feel so helpless and depressed I meditate. The feelings I try to transmit are of peace. The fact is I'm doing all I can do and it will have to be enough.At least I'm doing something . But a lot of people have given up on everything . Those
folks are the ones waiting for the cattle trucks and living each day  as it comes. food on the table or not, It's not that I don't care  I'm still the same crazy Texan who
had jumped from the waco suspension bridge thirty years ago but I'm trying to be  more sensitive.
I guess there is something to those solffeggios after all they may not ascend me but they give me a way to quiet the rage inside myself and I have a lot of unvented highly explosive rage inside me.
So what has happened? I took up grounding It's pretty simple close your eyes and see the energy flowing away into the into the ground.It has been working I cannot deny that. But the results speak for themselves. I do feel a lot better. I'm more aware of everything around me I'm even making wands. This is all the better I find it easier to create and to think. So here              Healing my mind and soul.
I've been working with the solfeggios now for well over a year. I haven't been taken by aliens of swept off into some utopia. I have been finding that I have wanted to take more control and deal with my own reactions to the world at large.  It's actually something simple to start and end the day with . These meditation aids Like Solfeggios are nice to have but you do not actually have to have them. Just let go of all that was there before and let your self go silent no matter what thought comes to mind just let it  drift away if you can find quiet music on line that you like just simple quiet soft and flowing music then you have an edge already.

Billionaire agenda Continued

[5-10-14]

 Since there is this mess, that has prevented my job now spell that I cast for my sister mary, Who though I can not trust her, It could benefit me if she had more work. This spell is kept from working, because of a trend in the job market to fire workers in their late forties and early fifties, due to health problems, which make older people less productive ( If you believe that, I have some swamp land in Nevada, that you should look at.) The truth is these big business types are not wanting to pay pensions that they promise to you when you apply,Old bummer care cuts into their bottom lines and the need to raise their bottom lines in the corporate sectors, now! They are firing older workers to legally be able to with hold those benefits. and to lower the insurance payments their companies have to pay in insurance costs.
 In the long run this is going to lead to major homelessness of people still able to work, and a glut of bank foreclosures on the few middle class left in this country. Realestate will fall into a hole again because people who almost had it paid for won't be able to keep their homes and if the elite's minions, are put into office then the benefits we worked for and will need become void and that means there will be no homes to buy houses will be bulldozed and the richest own everything.
 What then can I do to help provide for myself? When I cannot trust mary, who is just waiting for my invalid mother to die so she can keep her promise to the reverend and my dad.I'll be on the run again, by that reckoning. To my advantage
 she's so brain washed She cannot see what's ahead. It's great how clearly I can think. I am working like a dog to figure out what to do. I went back to reading Classon, and taking daily meditation time, to try to think this out.
And saved like a mad person. Adding ten more ounces of silver to treasure chest and $2.00 into my escape fund stash. Which mary has been looking for. Goddess she's never going to find stash or my treasure chest, some old tricks still work on her ruined little mind even now she has our half sister who recently threatened me in an e-mail. I am constantly on alert all the time because with all the They types I have to look out for it would literally scare me if I had one moment's peace. Here's what I see happening. The once middle class fifty somethings will suddenly be out on the street no one will have even the smallest amount of money because it is leveraged with tons of debts they raised bringing up two families and caring for  elderly parents.  For a while the banks will be assholes stiff in their belief that we are hoarding money in our back pockets, that's the safest place for it by the way. and although They will have to sell land at some point  such high rates of interest will crush them because no one can pay for these properties. They won't be able to keep it all and there's going to be such a depression because of all the credit less people who can't afford homes, They'll destroy less affluent people's homes and build for the luxury crowd. adding safety features, and power options we can't affford for our homes. The elites also want all social benefits stopped in favor of a new dark ages, letting the poor starve to death or die in wars .
 and This will be much  Worse than the last time. The elites their political minions, and the bankstards will be hunted men when it's all over in a generation or two. So They are wondering just what we are thinking about doing to them. Locking them up selling their kids as slaves, and burning them at the stake comes to mind.  tommorrow the elites intend to use "conspiracy media" to throw a few clay pidgeons into the air. On the show "America's Book of Secrets" on History Channel 2,
we should be aiming for the launcher, rather than the pidgeons.
 So that the disease of Affluenza might be stopped from spreading. What is Affluenza you ask?
It is a sickness is a mental disorder cause by wealth. symptoms include a lack of empathy for others. A need gain wealth and political power, at the expense of entire nations, Paranoia,and an especially extreme fear of poor and middle class people gathering in groups of ten or more, The attitude that money buys every thing and the false belief that poor people are lazy. And that they are doing the crossdragger god's work,
and they rule by divine right.

America's book Of Secrets Billionaire Age nda.

                  "Disturbing Trends"
 The "religious" republican Extremists, Want to Eliminate taxes for themselves. while increasing them on the rest of us. They are also culling out the populations of the east at this moment. India, Afghanistan, Pakistan, and Egypt None of it is publicized. Save for Syria right now. Corporate owned media will not tell us they intend to do the same here. Cyprus styled banking bailouts where the poorest pay for the richest pay increases. Disease and violence,is world wide. So that they can claim large tracts of unpopulated land. "Royal Preserves."  Where the poor cannot go. Deer and other formerly wild beasts now are farm raised and wild populations are killed off. There will be no food for the poorest people and death camps where slave labor is used to make goods and no one is allowed to live past forty years old is going to happen. Tsunami's can be created by exploding bombs beneath the sea floor. Millions die in these  Places.  Thus creating disease and famine that kills still more people.  The so called U.F.O.s Seen in these places are really spy crafts of big business, These are just gloating devices recording the destruction these greedy soulless elites, are creating. Governments, are not doing this killing the .1percenters who are doing this, and leaving governments take the blame, While they target poor People and, they put names out there that give us targets.
Then ships, planes, trains, buses, and other forms of transportation are being made unsafe. WHY?  what is even more dangerous is the ON STAR DEVICES in cars tracking and other things that can trap those who run will be in play.  My neighbor Next door was arrested for as far as I know no reason. He's a prepper, but keeps nothing in his home. Having a "Secret" safe haven many miles away, He really did not plan his escape well enough he bought a car with On Star. When his wife tried to take the kids and leave going to family in the area, the family car which has the Kill switch and GPS ON STAR devices Their car, would not start. She was also arrested and the kids have since disappeared into the system. The best way is thus by overland bush whacking travel. I keep my go bag packed and ready to go and have planned to leave in a way I alone can get through.

[5-12-14]

 I watched the show America's book of secrets. Episode Billionaire Agenda, and I admit that I am not trusting this information. Despite the fact this show put forth some truth in it's format, it also tried to sell a major sized load of bull. They did as I thought and threw up a whole bunch of "clay pigeons" for the public! I was not disappointed in this part of the show. They tossed out a whole lot of names. I went back over my D.V.R. copy and wrote them all down. But I will not post them here as I feel that this information threatens those on this list the enemy has been cunning in their plot to stay hidden. They have these other people to use as targets for the masses and I just pray that everyone else sees what I do. They didn't put up the name of that Alabama bastard who made it possible for them to buy elections. Though they mentioned his court case.  I must say I was not disappointed, By this show in the fact I knew that they were going to throw out a list from Forbes Magazine.  It's really  interesting not having seen this list that I wrote down every last name that I knew they'd throw out. three days ahead of time during a meditation study time I saw this list that I cannot for the safety of others post. The enemy see these new money people and their growing wealth as a threat to their agenda. Only two names on that list were questionable.   But really Can we trust anything that is broadcast over the airwaves even when we pay for it?  I think this is  old inherited money vs new hard earned money. 

  Old inherited money people stay out of sight and buy governments and nations while new  hard earned money gives back out of a sense of honor that inherited money people have long ago lost.  The trust in government, and media , was broken along time ago. so these shows that name the names  claiming to tell all are crap.  I think the fruits are starting to show. and the elites who are using these billionaires as human shields should be ashamed of themselves. but the only shame these guys feel is the shame that they know that they are going to lose everything. Old money thinks the earth is their kingdom and here are these wonderful upstarts  that they are trying to hide their dirty deeds behind  who truly earned their way into wealth and privilege. And to stop there from being any other upstarts like those guys the old money is using as human shields they are firing and not hiring fifty and over crowds who still have tons of debt from raising their kids maybe caring for one or both invalid, and very elderly parents. or the children their unemployed kids can't raise. And  Especially in my home state of Texas there is no help for this trend, of the unemployed fifty something workers. And I hate to say it but bur I've found that even I failed to create an income for myself for this sort of situation. I failed in creating cash flow But not completely. I did build up a very nice solid asset base from which if I can find the right thing to put my money into it might set me well. I am also looking at the karmic consequences of investing are the company fair to their workers and paying a fair wage rather than being a burden upon our social services like mc donalds and wall mart.This is important to my personal safety

 

[4-27-14]

  " I've Too much time wasted on the past, and all those fears I have of mary, karen and bill. They will try this crap So what I am the child of power.
 I can free myself from their negativity, And they get it back and until I get out of their influence, I will get a lot of fall out but that also means I can send that back on them too. I need to stop talking to anyone about what I want because When I say I want something or want to do something they always shoot it down.
I've wasted too much time on them. A wise witch, knows when not to speak. I am not a wise witch I taunt my enemies. Here are now new rules.

1) speak to no one about your plans.
Everyone will just make you regret speaking about it

2)Everyone else is your enemy, but the God and Goddess.

3)What ever you do keep journals secreted. So that no one can spoil your plans.

4)Take only from your enemies.

Siblings are dangerous and to get a letter so close to mary's birthday that says in case and point that my half sister had begun legal proceedings against me  I think "Did that ass get the point the first time that I will not  let her  and bill,  just walk in and side up with mary and take everything away from me? The cheapest out is to stash and buy as much silver as I can to get my self out of their reach. and this is what I am doing.

"Pat,
you and I both know that dad demanded that you be dealt with as soon as possible and we have the legal right and religious responsibility, to get rid of you and put you away for life. After all you got away with murdering seven good CHRISTIAN men in Silver river CO. you killed your own father and I pray every day that you will be held accountable. But with time so limited I am getting legal council to start proceedings to get control of any method and financial  resources you own at this time.  You will be dealt with you hell spawn and I will make sure though our brothers and sisters  in Christ that you do not escape God's Justice.
Karen Riley- Cole ."

This is only part of her letter. But I never bother writing back to her her threats are useless. the B.F.D.C. is no more and her friends in Christ, are just as useless as the former. I just make my plans and say Good riddance to her bill and mary. Karen is so fat that she cannot walk and has no money for legal proceedings and never will have any such funds. and I'm cheap when it comes to legal matters I just walk away and am no where to be found when it comes time for court dates.   I stash cash and silver away like mad and disappear usually reestablishing myself in three months or less So threats like this one where the stupid relative lumber lugger, talks about the ignorance that cause what happened at Silver River  they say that they are seeking their God's justice  I refer to the lies about the Nephilites, reverend Holcomb used to spout. and how they treated me all my life. Since my story would only get put under fiction any way  I thought about Writing it as a pagan/ wiccan fiction story completely original and publishable. Changing the names to protect myself and the rest of the innocent.    No one would believe it any way but as a tale of becoming a witch it is a good story.              

Relativity Issues Some Resolved Dad Died others Not so much

[4-26-14]

When ever I try to be positive no matter what it may be about the lumber luggers, do everything that can to shove my happiness into the mud. But there are times when I feel that their stupidity and negative self talk costs me good things. So I send their negativity back to them Which only brings me more woes as their consequences find them and because I am trapped by them I too lose. These christians are truly not good for the Earth, nor for me, and surely they are going soon. But what to do until then? While I must yet live on in the same world. Frustrated with their lies, and sickened with their greed.
 Where oh Lord and Lady is the way out of this for me, Plagued by dreams of murderous betrayals and years of running and wandering , that wearies me. what did I ever do to them to deserve This at all?
I am one who they and their gods have cast off. A Pariah and I have grudgingly born their yoke for so long dragging their forrest of death. I am but a beast of burden carrying lies and deception for so long and the loads are so very heavy.

You saved me from them three times once in their God's own house. Your servant A fellow Witch, walked in and stopped my being murdered by my own brother. Once from the horrible abuse of my Father silencing his mouth, full of deciets, bullying,verbal abuse and lies, You stopped his love of hitting, and laughing as if it was a game to him. How big a welt can I raise? How much blood can I draw?
This same man who I save three times from his own son's attempts to kill him. Your Servant's words to me were

"Greetings Child Of Power."

"See even the old fakir mocks you!"
 Dad Laughed.

"Who was mocking her? I say this only with the deepest respect,and reverence.
She has three times just this day saved your life. She knows what a deceitful pup your own son is and that he wants to kill you. and the rest of that christian town!
three times has she saved you from your own son's poison in your food and drink he put white powder. She has more honor and loyalty in her clumsiness, enough for ten sons and then some.

 

"Go home child, stay not with these people too long."

What did my father do? He became even worse to me! He told mary , karen and bill , to rid the world of me.
 
then came the teacher who taught me about Money and Earth currencies like silver.

I With each of these I Know that you hear my prayers and that you answer them.
that you Mr God Cernunnos and My Goddess Epona want me to succeed. Because I am deserving of good things. But the good things I deserve the Christians,Jews, and muslims are destroying. I'm getting older by the day and sadder because I know I must fight my fate. And I'm tired. I need that home and income property  freedom Even more than I did thirty years ago. Now I am getting old saving every cent I can get Although, with christian, muslim, and jewish prices, and their penchant and usury, I fear that I will die home less fighting for something,that I can never have because of not only my siblings, but those who will rule this nation, will only try to cheat me out of it using the lable that their gods placed upon me so they could laugh at me even harder. While my enemies and yours take everything. They want all it all and especially my siblings want to take everything I dream of. I know that if you do not help my next home will be a living hell. My needs grow daily and the only answer is "I haven't got the money." Time is running out to establish this income. and I do ask to have this need met. So that I can before I die I want feel real freedom, security and happiness are like.
 Because I own my own home and have a secure steady income from my investments, that provides food, Pays the taxes, and a house that provides shelter that is well built and strong not Built like Christian houses that a breeze makes bend like a bit of straw. I My need is for a place to build your temple. My Lord and Lady I promise you I will with help That you can give me do this thing.

   

[4-22-14]

I was right I need to lay off for a while after that twenty.  mary and mom suspect too much right now and recorded the bill numbers out of Mom's purse.  I'm going to have to rely on that manual at Debbies, now more than ever I'm probably going to have to make sure that this get's done better than perfect every time no matter how I feel personally. need to make I make the full checks and get the rewards of that work. It's sweat and hard work even after they back off. Because the take thing is getting noticed. It might tale a month or more to get them to drop their guard three months max. But that will work out for me too. It's all about smarts and patience and  I'm way  smarter than those two christian idiots. give them a little time they will  forget everything. mary thinks I'm "stealing" but not when she enjoys the benefits of the things in my plans Like having 99 ounces of silver.
soon to be over a hundred ounces. the first of those we hold right now. Use my silver as collateral for a mortgage? I think not! to do so endangers everything we have. She foregets the federal government will be taking personal wealth. these idiotic extremely stupid christian mundanes, can't see their future is brighter But then who says mary intends to share? and of course she intends to lose everything by going to a bankstard. and lose it all she will.  I'd hate to think some bankstard will enjoy the full benefits of that silver. Her stupid way is the old fashioned completely asshole way, she's that stupid, not to see that If a property is to make us money, it can't be bought by going into debt to some bankstard, but that's her plotting.I laugh at her stupidity and decide to protect her from her self. A christian mundane is short a  sighted mindless beast, They only see how you are robbing them to day and will never see the benefit of your workings tomorrow, to be sure.  Any good Pagan knows that to get property you must save as much as you can. I will lay off for a while.Work on filling the god and Goddess' blessing box box getting candles for the next working, there may be another way to get the money to grow. I got a raise from my boss I asked the owner of Red Barn Hideaway in Salado Texas for an instruction manual, I got that and started really working to make that happen and the hard work paid off, I was getting ten bucks a week, but she saw I was making an effort and my effort has been rewarded.  I started with change before and that will protect me.   Right now I added ten more ounces my family has tried to limit my earnings and I have just taken back what they stole from me and put it where it belongs . I feel from the way they act that they will force me to leave after mom is gone, Just to stay free from a living hell. Not one of my siblings can be trusted.  They are all B.F.D.C. Brats after all.  Trusting them is the most foolish thing anyone could do to themselves and the consequences are always fatal.

Oh yes, The B.F.D>C> has been driven from their churches in Bruceville- Eddy  Texas and Star Texas by decent southern baptists. Who moved into the area their churches have been torn down the dress code has updated and the world has improved for the Nephilites stuck in those cities. The actions of the B.F.D.C.  Branding Nephilite children and doing everything in their power to kill those kids maybe at an end.  THis can only be good for me that brand mark has cost me so much and Debbie was brave to hire me at a time when the Deacon's court was so hard on hunting the Nephilites who did manage to escape them in '98, It's really good to see that the law is even looking at them harder now.  If I can just survive my tofu has more personality than they do relatives Life might get good. [End]

Salt and Stone Protection spell

                     Salt and Stone Bowl

Intention:
Protective
Energy Cleansing

Elements:
1 large bowl Black

1 large package Sea

five river rocks

1 white candle in glass container.

Couplet

"Stones of the river salt from the sea
Flame of the candle Lighted be
Make this a peaceful Place for me."
                            So mote it be.



1 misting bottle containing Clary sage oil and water.

1 box of matches

What to do:
 Pour salt into bowl level by gently shaking bowl
and place stones on top around edge.
place glass container with candle, at the center of the salt
on top. Recite couplet while assembling this bowl.
Light the candle when all is done.
spray occasionally with the sage oil and water.
NOTES:
I cast this spell on 4-1-14 after several weeks of severe discord between my self and my sister who was accusing me of theft. Her lies,and negativity opened a portal and let in something my Black bottle caught but barely held on to. The fact I live in a house of a cross dragger does not detour me from magickal workings. I took a sunday morning and made this spell. My family thought it is my zen garden. I do nothing to correct them. Now, my bedroom is the perfect place of peace to go when they get on my nerves. If they follow spouting  their religious crap I can leave and go to Lions park.
4-21-14
Using this protection the salt can become over burdened.  spray it with a little sage water every so often  Change candle when needed and in effect enjoy the freedom from the internal and external negative energy. I get a lot from my family. Add more salt when ever it is needed. Charging with the couplet.
4-22-14
It seems to be working house wide. I geuss the size of the bowl does matter.the salt is compressing due to the use of sage water in the bowl. But  This thing is drawning the whole house. I need to add more salt but don't dare ask the cross dragers to buy it. But how to get it when the only times I can go any where unwatched is on Sunday? Ah    

4-15-14

 Today, What shall I do? Tuesday the fifteenth, of April Last night there was a conversation about what mary wanted I thought about what I wanted too. and what it would take to get it was MONEY. They talked about doing what ever it took to get what she wanted. I'm way ahead of them, on that score. I am saving from them, the money, to get a place. Will be mine but I have to save it from them. I Rejoice in this. Every time I make a take from them I rejoice in this. Because it's money that We deserve to have and that no other holds claim upon. I offer wine and light a candle to the God and Goddess, This to me is a joyful thing. I bank the money and I save it and invest it in silver. It is never right to the Christian veiw, but I'm banking up for the new home we deserve to have. And I keep it for us all part of the job of a defender after all is to ensure the safety of those they care about. That is my task, I must do it well. My biggest problem in that I do have dreams where I leave because those I protect called up a nut hatch group to have me hauled away to a "special needs" home. In this case the money I saved for them turns to serve me. I move off to a new home some where else Protect them, but take no shit from them. I escaped into a very safe place.  The land was rich in many ways it provided food and clothes. I had shelter and water that was clean I had the money to buy This land.  I was much richer than mary ever thought possible.  But I was alone Who would get my land when I was gone?  I donated this beautiful land it's wealth and it's beauty to Witch School International. The best place on Earth to the greatest religion on Earth. The Texas house which also belonged to me I gave as a safe house to the guardians. I have the plan all laid out. No matter what happens I will have the money to get away or to provide a haven. This was great for me, I had what I always wanted it was terrible for those who wanted me put away. They didn't have the money to hunt me. This place was so well hidden all I had to do was stay home and wait out the missing reward posters take a beast to fill my freezer. All while my wealth grew and I had comfort and peace the rest of my family searched in vain hired private investigators, their's was decimated. I Earned the right to my freedom and they well they earned the right to be ruined.This plan has a two sided goal, though there is only one word for it. HOME!
 

4-12-14

[4-12-14]

  Mom was well enough to go to church today. Good news for me, because when mary gets up and goes to work,  I'll have like fifteen to twenty minutes to do something  of my own. While there is still decent money to be had. my box is empty, and deserves to have an offering put into it. I make that offering today! May is going to be here I need that Two hundred plus to get that ten ounces or better of silver.
Then do it again in December. I'm Thinking a lot about the things I do I do plenty of Good things for them, and really when I take from them it isn't really theft it's coming back to them, as silver the money for that silver is not gone, it's invested. I rejoice in silver because it is what we will need Things will change as time goes on the insanity of the elites will fall away to give us a free world. So survive in that free world we will need something other than the fiat currency. They will flee the world that is to be destroyed by the world that will be. For me this is Joy.

4-9-14

[4-9-14]

 Have you ever cast a spell and felt like nothing happened? Or after a time you began to think that you got off lucky that it didn't work,and you should at least feel lucky that you didn't blow up your sacred space?
Well I'm here to tell you that it did work!
 Energy has to go out gather more energy like it'self and in a negative world like ours that is sick with a plague of greed that's not easy to do. But as it slowly fights it's way through the darkness It finds other spells Like it'self. These workings, touch many lives besides your own.
 So that one day when you need that positive energy most it finds you and you get something you need very much. ALL SPELLS WORK! Though it's not what we want as much as what we need. Abundance magick Does work But If the energy of the spell comflicts with a negative energy say Credit Card Debt negativity or unemployment negativity. It cannot provide what you want. Unless it can provide a path that you need to take The spell is useless.  
 I cast just about every abundance spell out there made a few new ones trying to get abundance, even if it was just for myself. But the negative energy, of credit card debt killed every spell. You can cast spell after spell for abundance but if you live in  a christian household, where there is more debt that money, Where you have debt and unemployment or very low wages, you cannot have abundance. So First you must stop creating debt.The Creation of debt stifles abundance energy. You know it really hurts the banks when we are not buying  stuff on credit cards Because they are not making money. The .1% gets very upset when ever anyone cut off their Money. Credit cards Must be eliminated and replaced by real Income production. Setting aside 1/10th of all you earn and then saving that money to make yet more money. If you do not trust the bank buy silver and gold bullion, and stash it away.
Remember there may be money under your feet as well. But just think of the need the elites would have if they had No income of their own. We took it from them by saiving aside just 1/10th of all we earn no matter how much we earned.
 We could knock the prices of everything down in a week, if we just stopped buying anything but food, clothing and fuel For those who have houses and cars still. Yeah other businesses would suffer, but if we want true abundance and can get rid of the plastic and the fiat currency and the national debt. This then would strike everyone yes, would the effects be negative Yes, and The .1% would make us who are not buying with their plastic money, the villians telling the World that because There are these anti-banking Economic terrorists out there putting aside 1/10th of all they earn, they do not buy anything but food clothing shelter and fuel for their older model cars, and they Teach others not to buy on credit, Not to make loans, and not to be swayed by hype but to research every thing carefully before investing. For us Pagans this is not only a money thing iinvesting is also an all about the consequences thing.  All of you millenials have it right But if you want it to be all about you, then make it about how you got it without banks having their greedy hands on your wallet or money purses. Let me show you the Path I'm on. I've done this three times lost only twice because I got too complacent and the Banks got the best of me. But I lived well and know how to get there with out banks, Big business, and Government. Each time these habits came back to restore me to the good life I deserved. These good habits saving 1/10th or all I earned, Finding the money beneath my feet. Which got me out of reach of the B.F.D.C.
The Knowing about what is under your feet and setting aside and carefully investing 1/10th of all you earn to spare your self not only losses financially but consequences of the energy of that investment.